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Thursday, October 20, 2005

Now I'm angry

Now I'm angry. Writing yesterday about feeling guilty about missing so much time from work help me clarify my feelings, maybe even changed my feelings. Now I'm angry. They ask me to do the work of three people, I get sick from the stress and I feel GUILTY about taking time off. How ridiculous! Now... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Angry at myself for feeling guilty.

Here I am again--not at work. I had no idea I would be out this long, going on two weeks now. What can I do? I'm simply too sick to work, probably couldn't even drive that far safely. I am feeling better than last week so maybe I'll make it back soon. I feel guilty about missing so much time and... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Shocking Loss

I can't believe it. Margy is dead. I'm told it happened about three weeks ago but I just found out about at church this morning. Because I hadn't been feeling well, I hadn't been to church for a few weeks and hadn't really talked to anyone, so I just got the news this morning. She was coming back... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

Exercising to no avail

I was feeling a bit better last night and thought I was going to make it to work today. Nope. Not even close. I seem to feel better in the evenings then feel worse again in the morning. Could the prospect of going to work be making me feel worse? Could be but then again I felt just as bad Monday and... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Feeling like crap but not suicidal.

I certainly feel like crap today. I thought I was getting better. Dr Ashai increased my medication so maybe that will help. Gary was no help, telling me cleaning up the place would make me feel better. Maybe %1. He says he was on prozac for awhile but he still doesn't seem to get it. I guess his... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

My supervisors and coworkers are trying to help me and I appreciate it but I think it's rearranging the deck chairs on the Titanic. It's not really going to work unless they hire more people. They've been not hiring enough people for the whole nine years I've been with the agency, there's no reason... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, August 29, 2005

Goofing off a little more

Went reasonably well today. Many more phone calls than I could handle in one day but that's mainly because I was out and school is starting. Took a few more breaks, chatted a little more. I need to increase the chatting I think that helps. I'm not sure anything is going to help much until I find... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, August 28, 2005

Distracted by Situations (Boy is that a dull title)

I've got my resume all set to send out for the service coordinator job. Just printed out right from careerbuilder.com. It may not be properly formatted, but I can't believe someone would not hire me for a job I'm well qualified for just because my resume doesn't look a certain way. We'll see what... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, August 26, 2005

Feeling at a Loss

I don't know what to do. The stress of my job is ruining my health. I've used up all my sick time and all my vaction time being sick. Been home the last two days because I haven't been able to sleep at night. That's never happened to me before. I can't affford to quit without another job, I don't... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Responsible Roommate?

I'm supposed to meet with Shaun about the room. Since he seems to be the only one still interested, I guess he'll be the one. Couldn't be much worse than the other two, and I am asking for a security deposit this time, so that will cover me at least partially if there are problems. I like the fact... Sign in to see full entry.

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