Jeff's Journal

Well it's been nice and dull today. For the second straight day the computer was down pretty much turning me into a file clerk. As obsolete and frustrating as this computer system is (We'll be ready for y2k any year now) we're totally dependent on it. See the therapist tonight barring any snafus... Sign in to see full entry.

Kind of a weird day with the computer being down all day. Filing and answering phone calls. I'm kind of worn out anyway, I haven't had a day off other than weekends in over a month. In a job that can be pretty stressful, that's a lot. I am building up a little bit of leave which is good. Was going... Sign in to see full entry.

Well this was a pretty productive day at work. I'm starting to feel pretty settled in now after about 7 months. I've thought about leaving grass is always greener type thing. But I've been treated well here and I need some stability so I think I'll stick around. When it's time to leave I'll know it,... Sign in to see full entry.

Well Mom lent me the money to pay the rent Cornell didn't pay. So now I have to find a way to get him to pay me back so I can pay her back. I'll pay her back either way but it will be easier if Cornell gives me something. Not that anyone seems to know where he is. Got a message from Mr Williams at... Sign in to see full entry.

That was a scary letter. It seems because of Cornell's lack of money and/or responsibility I'm in danger of being evicted. Not really because Mom has assured me she'll lend me the money if necessary but still. Once I get some more of those credit card bills paid off I'll be in a position where I... Sign in to see full entry.

So Ms McClean is leaving us for a less stressful job. She's running for President. No, just kidding about the President thing. But understandably she doesn't need the stress of this job while she's trying to deal with losing her daughter at the same time. I'm sad to lose her as a supervisor, she's a... Sign in to see full entry.

See my shrink this evening. We've only had four sessions but I can tell it's helping. I feel more relaxed. Missed going to the gym this morning for the third day in a row. With this cold I've had, I just need the extra sleep. I'll probably make it tomorrow though. Did get the old bedroom tidied up a... Sign in to see full entry.

I've decided to fire TalkAmerica as my phone company. I realize I was behind on the bill because of Cornell not paying his share, but they didn't seem to much care that I was working to resolve the problem. They just wanted their money now. Very short sighted. So I'm looking at other companies if... Sign in to see full entry.

I struggled through the day and I was actually pretty productive. With only about a day of sick leave right now, I didn't want to take off unless I was so sick I just couldn't come to work. Had a brief chat with Cornell last night. He says he'll be paying the money he owes me "soon" whatever that... Sign in to see full entry.

Feeling funny all of the sudden. That light headed can barely keep my eyes open feeling. I had it all last night. Some kind of bug I guess. Still made it to work. Only missed one day in April and perfect in May so far. I want to keep that up so I can build up some leave for a change. I've finally... Sign in to see full entry.