Comments on Angry at myself for feeling guilty.

Go to Jeff's JournalAdd a commentGo to Angry at myself for feeling guilty.

That's a good idea Witchflower
I'll try it:)

posted by jollyjeff on October 20, 2005 at 6:53 AM | link to this | reply

You have a lot to handle right now, Jeff,
and it sounds like you are dealing with it.  Hope writing helps a little.  I'm hoping you can find a job with a lower stress level, one that you can enjoy and that will make you feel fulfilled rather than drained.  Have you tried speaking aloud your hopes?  Sometimes the Universe can be very kind.  Blessings. 

posted by Witchflower on October 19, 2005 at 2:14 PM | link to this | reply

Thanks jacenta
I agree. I'm very conscienctious about work, which is usually a good thing, but feeling guilty about being sick, especially when the illness was caused by the stress from the job, is taking dedication waaaaay too far.

posted by jollyjeff on October 19, 2005 at 10:25 AM | link to this | reply

No I can't staggering
I wouldn't have access to the computer system at home and there would be confidentiality issues about bringing files home. Anyway, I'm not really well enough to work even at home.

posted by jollyjeff on October 19, 2005 at 10:24 AM | link to this | reply

Hope you feel better
Any way you can bring work home? and relieve some of your guilt?

posted by _the_staggering_genius_ on October 19, 2005 at 9:25 AM | link to this | reply

jollyjeff,
I am sorry you are not feeling well.  I really think you should not feel quilty for falling ill when you were pushed too hard, because more help wasn't there to balance your job out. It isn't like you chose to get sick.  Take it easy and get better really soon.

posted by jacentaOld on October 19, 2005 at 9:09 AM | link to this | reply

Thanks jojo
I get a little better each day. That's what I tell myself anyway.

posted by jollyjeff on October 19, 2005 at 8:54 AM | link to this | reply

Jeff
Glad to hear things are at least slightly better!

posted by jojostar on October 19, 2005 at 8:46 AM | link to this | reply