Jeff's Journal

Well I called the bank this morning and it they did pay me thank goodness. Later though I thought about and realized it may not have been the full amount, I'll have to check again later, get a list of transactions. In any case I now have enough in my checking account to last about a month, so that... Sign in to see full entry.

If anything I feel a little worse today. Ugh! But the time off from work is nice, as long as I get paid, still waiting for Dr Ashai to get back to me with that form. Tomorrow is payday, I'm not expecting to be paid tomorrow, but as long as it's not too long after that I'll be okay. Maybe they'll... Sign in to see full entry.

Didn't make it to work again. Still waiting to hear from Dr Ashai about my leave bank request. Should be no problem getting it but doing the paperwork is a pain especially as crappy as I'm feeling. I'm just not getting any better. Not getting any worse thank goodness. Dr Ashai says the increase in... Sign in to see full entry.

I want to thank the folks who commented on yesterday's journal entry for their support and encouragement. Sometimes people have a way of convincing you you're wrong, when you're clearly right. I was actually starting to think about trying to return to work while I'm still sick--with an illness that... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm really getting ticked off now. It looks like my paycheck will be delayed because I didn't fill out a time sheet. Huh? I've been mostly flat on my back in bed for the past three weeks so how was I supposed to fill out a time sheet. Usually if someone is out the day timesheets are due, the... Sign in to see full entry.

I seem to be doing a bit better. I think the medication is beginning to kick in. I say that hesitantly because I thought that several times before only to fall down again. The downside of getting better of course, is that I'll have to go back to work. I should only be there for a short time though... Sign in to see full entry.

Really no change in how I'm feeling. Doc says I have to wait another week or so for the increased dosage of prozac to take effect. I've forgotten what it feels like to be well. Support group was great last night. As I suspected, it's getting better as I'm getting to know the people more. It's so... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm feeling really crappy today. Every time I start to feel a little better it doesn't last. I think maybe I tried to do too much yesterday with church and then Margy's thing. Went to the gym this morning and it took me about two and a half hours to get about 20 minutes worth of exercise. All I... Sign in to see full entry.

I was feeling pretty good this morning, but now I seem to be going downhill. I seem to have enough strength for about 2-3 hours of activity, then I sink again. Of course a week and a half ago I could barely get out of bed at all so I guess that's progress. Talking to folks at church this morning... Sign in to see full entry.

I hesitate to say this. I think maybe I might be starting to kind of sort of maybe feel kind of a little bit better. I hesitate to say it because I've started to feel better before, only to crash again a couple of hours later. Still there's been a little more time for the prozac to work and being... Sign in to see full entry.