Jeff's Journal

Beginning to feel a bit better, I think the medication is kicking in a little. Of course I've said that before and then gone back downhill. Return to work Monday is possible but not likely. I think I will stay home and contact personnel and see if anything is being done about my reassignment. I also... Sign in to see full entry.

The beat goes on. I continue to feel not much better,not much worse. I'm beginning to think it would be nice to even feel worse, at least it would be a change. Fabulous meeting for Drada last night as usual. I wish there were meetings like that every day I could go to. Talked to Mom yesterday. She... Sign in to see full entry.

Hooray! I finished the cards for American Greetings and got them out. Now I'll be on pins and needles for the next ten days or so until I hear something. Maybe I can reverse it and be on needles and pins every other day. Still feeling about the same. Just talked to S from the Drada group, she says... Sign in to see full entry.

My health remains about the same, the medicine doesn't seem to be doing anything. Then again, I might feel even worse without the medicine so who knows. Got nine cards written for American Greetings, one more and I'll be ready to send them out. Should get there in plenty of time for the next review... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm disappointed. People came out with their Sexiest Man Alive issue but they didn't get a very good picture of me on the cover:) Other than that I'm feeling about the same. I pretty much either feel bad or worse, not much change in weeks. I guess that means I'll have another week off work... Sign in to see full entry.

Feeling a little worse today. Yesterday I thought there was a pretty good chance I could make it back to work Monday, but I don't think so now. That's what they get for working me practically to death. Saw Melanie this afternoon, she seems to be a bit better. It's amazing how we both started having... Sign in to see full entry.

Feeling about the same today as yesterday, a little better than earlier in the week. Might make it back to work Monday if I continue to get better, only if I'm well enough though. I remind myself of that, there's no point in rushing back. Pretty good therapy session last night although I didn't talk... Sign in to see full entry.

Took Melanie to the hospital this morning, or this afternoon actually. She needs to be there, she's in bad shape. She'll be safe at the hospital. I'm feeling a bit better today, the medication may be kicking in. I thought the colder weather would bring me down but it hasn't so far. Talked to Mom... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm feeling a little better today. Famous last words. Every time I've started to feel better these last six weeks it hasn't lasted. And with cooler weather on the way it may not last this time either. Then again maybe the medicine has started to kick in. I got my full pay today thank goodness. Now... Sign in to see full entry.

I was supposed to be back to work today. That's a laugh. I could barely get out of bed. It took me 35 minutes to get dressed. That's 35 minutes just to put my clothes on not showering or shaving or anything else. Then believe it or not, I went to the gym Spent 15 minutes on the rowing machine. It... Sign in to see full entry.