When I see how long it's been since I've written here. Truth is, I have been in a slump. Feeling overwhelmed by futility of... so many things that comprise my life. Truth is, I have conflicting cravings, that have fought me to a stand-still. I daresay I will remain wedged in this place, in this unpretty pass, until I commit to one or the other direction and let go my inner death-grip on the other. The following might be the prologue of a soul-wrending novel, if the rest ever gets written. I... Sign in to see full entry.