Jeff's Journal

Still feeling a little sick, but I made it through the day. Lisa wants to see me tonight, but I feel I have to go to the gym. I could do both but that may be more than I can handle tonight. I sense I'm getting closer with Anita but that may just be irrational optimism. Sign in to see full entry.

Getting ready to go to the gym with Melanie. Gotta exercise to deal with the depression. Abraham says you don't need to exercise but I haven't grown to the point where I fully believe that so it's off to the gym I go. Starting to feel frustrated about the Anita situation again. I was doing better... Sign in to see full entry.

I feel human again as Missy would say. These bouts with depression always last 5 days, no more, no less, Verrrry interesting as Arte Johnson would say. (dating myself here). It may be a good thing to have gotten away from Anita for a week. Feeling more relaxed about the situation now. I need to stop... Sign in to see full entry.

At least this time there is an explanation for it. I ran out of the medicine I take when I need to to help me sleep so I couldn't sleep Sunday. Tough way to lose two days. I go to be every night thinking that I'm going to wake up tomorrow morning not sick I suppose I'll see Anita tomorrow when I go... Sign in to see full entry.

Feel pretty good today. Church was wonderful as it always is. I wish I could go to church 7 days a week. Still haven't hear from Anita but that may be a good thing. Gives me a chance to clear my head about her. I know things will work out, I just want them to work out NOW! Sign in to see full entry.

Been a restful holiday. Stayed home and watched TV like it was a sick day which it sort of was. Tired from having trouble sleeping the last few days. Wasn't really how I wanted to spend my day off but it worked out okay. Called Anita again today, no response. She says she's real busy but I wonder if... Sign in to see full entry.

Rough day. I slept well last night but it usually takes me two days to recover from a bad night's sleep. Anita wasn't at work today. No surprize, she was in bad shape yesterday Dad looked at the Abraham website and had positive things to say about it. That was a bit of a surprize although I did say... Sign in to see full entry.

Oh boy I'm tired. Made the mistake of drinking milk last night. Got up and peed every 15 minutes. Got tired of running the the bathroom started peeing in a wastebasket. Apparently, Anita does check her email. Only now it's broken can only get spam. Still that will get fixed and them I'll write her... Sign in to see full entry.

Well I asked Anita to call me when she gets a chance. She said she would but she's just been real busy. Which is pretty much what I figured. But there's a small paranoid part of me that thought she just didn't want to talk to me. Silly isn't it? See Dr Zhang tonight. Hopefully she can tweak my... Sign in to see full entry.

Sam444 and Former Student Intern say I should call Anita. I was going to wait until tomorrow but they talked me into doing it tonight. Maybe I'm a bit too concerned about making a pest of myself. She hasn't complained so far. Felt pretty good today especially after I took my little nap in the car at... Sign in to see full entry.