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Monday, March 14, 2011

New tech!

Lost cell phone... house elves? Why not, they have half my socks already. So... I went today to find the means to reconnect... thought a simple plan for a nice little nokia phone my daughter upgraded from a while ago, might do the trick. No contracts, please... Came home with... Dell Inspiron Mini laptop with ATT... yes, a contract... but autopay makes that ignorable unless actual changes are required. Two years isn't so long, not at my age: It will pass with alarming quickness. I will have... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

International Women's Day

Today I am thinking about what it has meant to be female--child, girl, woman, wife and mother, grandmother--over the length of my life so far. Where did I learn what it means to be a woman? Where did my programming come from? What do I believe now? So many issues, so many opinions and beliefs...! What is in my head, what in my heart, what does my body make of its femaleness? How do I relate to other women? How should I, ideally? I have spent well over 50 years now, exploring these matters. The... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

I've got the POWER!

Running an outdoor cord to the connection of the Tioga, the lights come on brighter, and I can sit and connect laptop to internet, and play my nice little Bose radio, and run the little space heater... This was suggested as an alternative to running the generator for heat. I turned it to high, the little heater, and of course, blew the circuit in the house. I went in, flipped the switch, went out again and the lights were dim. Hmmm... Decided to leave finding the Tioga circuit breakers for... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

and now, it snows...

Started fat and fluffy, good snowball stuff... fast but not lasting accumulation. Then night came on, and temps fell, the flakes got smaller, and came and came... In some areas to the north, over a foot of it. Here, only half a foot. But that is a lot for southern Puget Sound. I love the snow... the beauty of it makes up for much inconvenience. It even is a good enough reason to delay claiming my new little house-on-wheels. Perhaps I will use these next two days to write something, to play with... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Re-reversal of fortune!

So... patience, and getting a little clever with the bank, and hey presto! I get the little motorhome after all! The water heater next... though we have to relocate where the water to the house turns off, and it is under several years of undergrowth, since it was last used. Hoping the landlord (mobile home is owned, land is rental) know just where it is. Other matters... trusting them to be taking care of themselves. If they don't work out, then in fact, I didn't have what I fear to lose. It can... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Disappointment.

I thought it was all sorted. It isn't. The bank's preapproval as it turns out was based on not actually knowing what I was buying. I didn't realize this. I had supplied information, but it was not looked at. Once they got those details, the whole picture changed. It looks like all the stuff I've been gathering out of the house to make that Tioga home, has no place to go. Yet. It isn't the only deal that's fallen through lately or the only thing that seemed to be working as it should, that... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, February 21, 2011

Things are about to change...

and I have to wait for it. I want to know now, I want to understand now, I want to be on the other side of all the uncertainty, the tumult. But it takes time. Time. The time that is just... minute by minute, hour by hour passage from future to past, I can't control, I can only experience it. The timing of others, also, I cannot control. Nor should I. This... time thing... is part of living in the real world. Suddenly, it seems easier to do that. It is the impatience that makes the waiting so... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, February 18, 2011

gah...

Well, the bank messed up a little of this, a little of that... now promises (?!) to get back to me by late afternoon. But numbers have been spoken aloud, and paperwork is in the works with the salesman... waiting, waiting... I have to drive up and sign the offer. Questing in Middle-earth is diluted practice for dealing with real life challenges. How many hit-points does a banker have? Sign in to see full entry.

pacing, waiting, waiting, pacing...

The bank has the application, has had it since yesterday morning, said they would call yesterday afternoon... or this morning... the morning is nearly done... pace, pace... How can you make an offer when you don't know what the bank will say? The seller wants an offer... Dealing with car sales is such a tricksey game, and they of course want you to do business their way... I explained I also have a way of doing business, and what we need to do is maybe work together with both our ways. The lad... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Second looks, and pre-emptive buyer's remorse...

Sitting around home and thinking about that mini-motorhome, those feelings of... Really...? Do I really need this... to spend all that money... to borrow all that money... Whatif Whatif Whatif...?? So I drove back up to the lot today and looked again and kicked out the doubts, put a few dollars down to make sure no one swoops in and takes it away before the alternator part arrives, and I can test-drive it. Need to look into a couple of matters before I know what to offer... Why can't they just... Sign in to see full entry.

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