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sEe yOu uNdergRound the gRound is cOld lying in the daRk a tOugh light rOaMing through the rOoM no sMell only the sOund of deAth passing by labOur in heLl wHere a sweet fIre buRns all bodies by the minute they regRet putRefIed fLesh all over the bOnes those deMons don't matter i can't hear the... Sign in to see full entry.

the eND of the wOrlds lEt me introduCe you to the bRight aPoCalypse the uneXpeCted one that'll happen overnight that'll spRead within the veins of the EArth just let me show yOu how the wOrld will feel fRee of everything viRgin of us all no cOloR no feeling but the eMptiness of it all a saCriFiCe... Sign in to see full entry.

the cOllapse of cOloRs there are so many places in this wOrld wHere desiRe blossoMs happily drawn by uncanny beings wHo cRave for nothing but dirt death is so appealing beautiful on the outside & nobody seeMs to see the faCe of the iNsIde glOoMy & distOrted feelings cOlOred by eMptiness wHat is the... Sign in to see full entry.

paRanOid paRk sOmetHing to happen to me just now so i don't collapse befOre tiMe eraZes me. Maybe just soMeOne to talk to one minute soMeOne to take me away, just now! My miNd huRts i'd like to be a muRderer in searCh for a viCtiM needing the blood of soMeOne to sPatter all over the grOund just a... Sign in to see full entry.

the dArk iRis a pieCe of aIr i'M dying too ofTen i hate the heAt i hate the sun for i'M not sTrong anymOre the only warMth i'd like is that of a fiRe in the middle of iCelAnd night would be now agOny wouldn't eXist i hate what i look liKe everything makes me feel wRong wiNter wasn't that bad anyway... Sign in to see full entry.

where could i dig my miNd? i cluTch a pieCe of me i desTroyed so many pieCes of me i kept soMe well hidDen where's the gaRden wHere's my miNd wHere's my heArt... as if all gone sCatTered by an oCean of feAr there's nothing i could keep there's nowHere i could die peACefully ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

this savIour lOcks of myself flying over the rainbOw of befOre i can't sTand the pain i can't cOpe with release like a hOMeless rOaMing eNDlessly the vOiCes in my head aRe sCreaMing too lOud iT's feeling like raIn flOating over my miNd i can't sTand the sOund i'd love to sCreaM i'd love to cRy just... Sign in to see full entry.

setTling fReedoM iT's waRm under the heater the ciTy is wRapped in a fOg like an eArly suMmer mOrning a sign of waRm sunny day my miNd isn't cleAr soMe peOple walking to wOrk oThers waiting for the bus one reading another lisTening to musiC a 3rd one just sTarring at the rOad. i want to be alive... Sign in to see full entry.

devil in the sKy deCadent heLl feel the rhythM be warM let it all eXploDe every tiMe iCe cOvers my EyEs don't lEt me drOwn the feeling is too gOod don't lEt me fall i'M gonna cOllapse i need yOu devil of the sOul to waRM uP the frOZen laNd of my eMotions make me waNt soMething heLp me desiRe tuRn... Sign in to see full entry.

wHen i'M dOwn i'M so weAk my liFe is heLl i can't sTand iT weAkness feels so wrOng how could i sTep baCk 5 years ago & feel alive again i caN't sTand aCting wRong i'M so deAd & putrefiEd i'M so lOw i'M so eMpty wRong deCisions blOody path thRough liFe uPs & dOwns... obviously not as high as iT used... Sign in to see full entry.