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paRanOid raNdOm iT's never eNDing i had a dreaM iT was waR nightMare & all those fellows daNse so jOyfully this plaCe i disliKe they maKe yOu feel so reJeCted i'M not lOst only cOnfident i'll mess uP at soMe pOint like i always do there's too much to cOpe with & i won't do anything maybe nOt uNtil i... Sign in to see full entry.

pOisOnous deAth i messed uP wHy? No sPeCifiC reason i deserve to be siCk & ugly again i don't want to but is this the only reason for me to sTay away from pOisOnOus deAth? ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

to fiNd a way a lOud sCreaM to sHare with soMeOne it would all be so easy to tuRn off the light wiPe out everytHing but yOu cannot sTart iT all over again from notHing blaNk meMory no past no oNe is iT asking for too much strengTh or is iT just iMpossible? but they'll always find me for there are so... Sign in to see full entry.

i n't there were wOrds in my heAd & they vanished there were peOple in my miNd & i can't reMeMber. i wanted nOw to feel gOod iT won't i wanted to feel right i won't i wanted thoughts to flOw they aRen't i don't know wHat to do i can't reMeMber wHat i'M needing i don't like to sleep i dislike being... Sign in to see full entry.

deCay of sOul iF only i could die vaNish iNsIde the vOid no maTter wHich just vaNish & not eXist anymOre so i don't appear anymOre so i can just be, with no feAr nOne nO mOre all i'd loOk like would be unseeNable no wOrds uTtered nOthing would matter anymOre nOthing at all. even the sun i feAr i'M... Sign in to see full entry.

anOthEr fall froM a. tHen i was soMewHere sCatteRed between the evil & eMptiness tHere's no more lOve nOtHing i could desiRe from this man wHo first failed to be how gOrgeOus was his faCe how miseRable is his miNd i do fOrgive i foRgOt it all beCause he was a pieCe a tiny pieCe of the masTerpieCe of... Sign in to see full entry.

desTrOy belief desTrOy desTrOy the beliEf beAuty is muRder desTrOy beAuty desTrOy muRder let theM all overblOw the beauty of beliEfs i will begin! ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

reAliTy dyIng the only moMent in liFe wHere peaCe overwHelMs the heart deAth in daRkness so the light deCays the EyEs wide open to only see reAlity no wOrd no creAtion sPit at their faCe kid don't fear the aCid of this reality the one they all refuse this one & only spit it right at their faCe they... Sign in to see full entry.

past deMons drOwning aspHiXiating feeling of wellness a fresh buBble of aIr iNsIde the belly of the sea cOld & agiTated nOtHing but yOur sKin to cOver yOur thIn bOnes drOwning a deep sCreaM from the heArt flOating alOng with the magMa bloOd of the EArth warM, buRning sOft, deliCiOus now penetrating... Sign in to see full entry.

pitfall of lOve a thought about destRuCting coMponent of the huMan being flAvOur of delight only made of seLf desTruCtion antiCipatiOn sCattered dreaMs sCattered hOpes taking yOu deep dOwn a piTfall of delusiOn ©pElAgUS� Sign in to see full entry.