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blurry miNd soMe viOlenCe revOlution deep in my heart then, i can't apply sTrong enough i'M tired & weAk i'M needing to die everything happens for a reason & all those people coMing to me mean soMething i don't have tiMe to rest if i becoMe beautiful everything will be alright. ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

sluggisH peOple there's so much cRap coMing out of me yet i can't sTop i need this eNDless break my body's dying. i'M keeping quiet i don't like those sOunds talking is such a pain peOple i meet are enJoyable but not too loNg soMe are sTiCking to me i don't like theM like dirt hOlding me too tight... Sign in to see full entry.

for a sLave yOu were all that i hate & i was lOving yOu being beautiful a light in the desert soMething i'd like to hold a little bit. i tried to make yOu real yOu could have stOod right befoRe me. how good such an horrible thought i could have been so cRuel to yOu how i would have loved to disseCt... Sign in to see full entry.

a sTory of dreaMs yOu hauNted me the wHole day i could iMagine so much i could see so muCh soMe wOrloCked sOunds kept yOur iMage iNsIde my miNd yOur devOuring passion was turning into obsessiOn yOur lOve was becOMing overwHelMing wHat did i do to yOu? i was lost in the meMory of a delightful dreaM a... Sign in to see full entry.

diffeRent peOple i liKed yOu so muCh right away but not yOur fRieNds they made yOu aCt diffeRent yOu were not the saMe anymOre so mayBe we'll never taLk again ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

new & Old fRieNd i caN't sTand thinking about this fRieNd i lOst so loNg ago... my meMory eraZed hiM then this man appeAred in my liFe this saMe lOok this siMilar attitude but not a fRieNd... he cannot be a fRieNd nothing no one can replaCe the oNe i lost nothing will happen the way iT fiRst did all... Sign in to see full entry.

he wAs my fRieNd to tHieRry i'M missing a fRieNd mOre than anyOne else i can only reMeMber this feeling of hOlding eaChOther when things go wrOng wHen weakness overwHelMs just now wOrds of coMfOrt would heal my heArt but i'M aloNe & can't trust anyOne he was the only oNe i could tell anything he was... Sign in to see full entry.

bReak i can't think of anything my miNd cannot foCus i cannot caRe deeply about anything i can't write anymOre i'M out of this wOrld i'M just nuMbly flOating ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

brOken eChO iF i could die just now forgetting all the pain renewed by deAth merging from nowHere eXhausted falling dOwn wHere fiRE grOws fiRe of passion passion drawned by everything a sMile a hurriCane blOwn away only beCause i want it how can i feel alive wHen so many aRe beating me uP! This man... Sign in to see full entry.

atOm no passion, nothing but despair dawn of a death if walls could be painted with the colours of my heart the rainbOw would be deCadent tears would shine granite dediCation to sOrrow today, any other day. i'M falling so deep, i'M siMply falling my devOtion is for no one i can't even see myself.... Sign in to see full entry.