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aBout drOwning waIting, yOu've been waiting bOred & tIred of dOing nOthing so tIred of the dIstanCe swImMing so dEep but stIl no oNe to taKe yOu out of the fIzZy waTer hOw can a feEling last lOng eNough waLking thrOugh otHers is so paInful iT's cOld & rAin pOurs my hEart i'M not tIred anymOre just... Sign in to see full entry.

truth dOesn't make a nOise... desTruCtion of my miNd i cannot even fall undergRound my fOrtress is not saFe anymOre soMeOne intruded iT & won't set me free i felt how loneliness is an addiCtion i could not breatHe anymOre i was craving for iT, so muCh but he had no merCy on me. & i gave myself. i... Sign in to see full entry.

mOre quesTions wAter, i would like to drink water then feel better magIc liQuid to heal anything i'M so slOw to undersTand to heal. where are the soft clOuds from faNtaZy faIries? my EyEs can't see i have to drown in a glass of puss. i would like to find a mother mary a fatHer of mist. i'M an eLf... Sign in to see full entry.

where the soul committed suicide if only for a moment i could have snuggled within your legs dying to feel secured for the rest of my life your warm hand holding your dark skull preventing the core from turning into a cull languorous commitment devotion to a cruel cult what if the forbidden thrill... Sign in to see full entry.

THE PLAGUE Humanity is the plague of the Earth Humanity has grown then spread herself By spreading herself Humanity had so many choices Humanity decided to take - to steal - to destroy - to kill! Today Humanity says she has no other choices In one way this is true Humanity is stuck in her decease... Sign in to see full entry.

JUST FOR A MINUTE… I STOPPED BREATHING Just for a minute I stopped breathing. I was the mother pig, stuck in a cage, with babies around, fighting for a drop of milk. Just for a minute I stopped breathing. I was the bleeding bull, locked in the arena, in the name of culture. Just for a minute I... Sign in to see full entry.

mIstY fOrEst a hole in the skIn your blOOd following the vEIn drifting away searching for a heart to feed pale shadow of your tortured sOUl mist in the head forest of your skIn needles in the EYEs but still this feeling the smell of your bare flesh virgin from the human rape mystic home of fairies... Sign in to see full entry.

dEep caring haNd tHis, happening in suCh an uNeXpeCted plaCe! my liPs are stuCk to a pieCe of paper. is iT the lOok in my EyEs? mayBe the cOlOr of my sKin? or siMply my geNder? 2 is such a siMple nuMber i've reaChed the boTtoM of abuses. but toMorRow is anotHer day, a new light. everytHing will be... Sign in to see full entry.

iT's nOtHing nO oNe anywHere eMptiness wHere are yOu being i'd praiZe soMeOne darK depression of lOve long dark hair falling down my tHrOat gOlden hair of aNGeL has never been for me tHis is wHere i'M drOwning searChing for the eND of the wOrld i'M notHing but this dead wItCh the lOss of desIres a... Sign in to see full entry.