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my misTake i beTrayed yOu i can't be trusted again i abandoNed yOu & don't deseRve yOu anymOre i won't ask for yOur forgiveness for i can't deserve yOu not anymOre yOu would have done anything for me now yOu should leave me dOwn & there's nothing i could say i'M such a jerk i'M hating myself i'M... Sign in to see full entry.

fLushing heLl i got totaLly obsessed with soMething i didn't waNt anymOre as iF i could have killed for it forgetting all the rest only beCause of a note leFt on an eNvelOp now i'M not even feeling better i want mOre then, i want frEedoM how can i sTop can i chaNge i'M out of fOcus & things seeM to... Sign in to see full entry.

eXisTanCe in heLl everything fell off the tRain fast traCking every thing sOuNds other wOrld i can't tell wHat's to swallOw wHat's to sPit iT's all daRk & windy i can't fall i never meant to. i'M waiting for the neXt day & day will rise anyway. i can't even want yOu just now hOMe is hell the sTreets... Sign in to see full entry.

wiNtEr gaRden in heLl waLking aRound mEtal in the heaRt obVious fear wHen snow falls & cOvers the grass lying on the cOld gRound blOod all over the sun was warM & the haTe, dEep. ©pElAgUS Sign in to see full entry.

kNife in the riBs i'M bleeding she opened my riBs with this steady kNife i lost it all cOloRed in dark red all those pieces of me muRdered i lost every single pieCe of my iNsIde they won't see me whO could i tell this pretty giRl faCe of an aNGeL knIfe in her haNd perpetRating slaughter all those... Sign in to see full entry.

Hello! So here i start again, but this time is another european journey. The goal is sweden, but it is only a first goal, for europe is pretty big & there are so many places to discover. i'm traveling with christophe. So we left on friday the 6th. He had found a carpool, a guy, cedric who travels to... Sign in to see full entry.

dear friends, so many thanks for reading me all through this time. i'm leaving tonight for a trip in sweden, & other countries in europe. i'll post, when i can, my travel logs here, but i won't be much on the internet anymore, so i'm telling you bye bye & will miss reading you kNife in the riBs i'M... Sign in to see full entry.

tRaCing befOre oRange sKy coveREd with bluE the cLouds aRe full the gREat above will fall iFonly in our miNds but iT's gonna last the daRkness will hoLd the cOlOrs of beauty beauty deliCious laNgOurOus sOund attRaCting one body to another it never felt safer it siMply never felt the sTorM is close... Sign in to see full entry.

liQuids there's an eND to deCay soMeday they'll disappear nailled on a sHroOm bright yellow eXotic & lost like the cHildren the rainbOw won't be daRk anymOre the blOod of the monkey could turn red even though cReated to inseMinate all the siemence of death in a fRoZen belly, that of a pure, viRgin,... Sign in to see full entry.

riPper of the mOon i wOke up with seCluded sOunds in the veins pink leMon feelings in the miNd cOloRed by a gRey rainbow of deCay the moOn was too blUe last night & the cHild got lost one moRe tiMe no faiRy could find the way out iT was too bRight the night was only a haven of desPair she kept us so... Sign in to see full entry.