shypettite`s thoughts at night

In my inner world I keep one room closed from everyone. It's my secret place - peaceful and calm, where I can be myself without fear that somebody will hurt me again. I keep the key deep inside my heart, where angels of my dreams are taking guard. Sign in to see full entry.

I went hiking today -up to the mountains, still wearing more gray than green. The horizon line frays with peaks shooting into the sky -ashamed with their nudity. Thin blanket of early grass covers the valley in the distance. Snake path of the stream dazzles my eyes with reflected glare. My senses... Sign in to see full entry.

Time slowly dropping from the night sky. Stillness covers gently even the blind alleys of the city. Noisy neighbors finally got tired of daily activities. Peace... it sounds so good. You can hear your own thoughts, surprised that so many of them are talking at once. Sign in to see full entry.

You left your shell found on the edge of the ocean. I can imagine the sound of water's heart hidden inside it. I wish to find this music inside me and hear the beat from the deepest part of my inner world. You told me the story of secret life of rhythms and body moves. With my eyes closed... Sign in to see full entry.

My beloved doll from the childhood melted on the heater. I dried Lalka to death. The deepest memories from the time forgotten stare at me with wide open glass eyes. Should I close them and bury her under blossoming cherry tree? Or rather make the sarcophagus from the small rustic box and let them be... Sign in to see full entry.

What is worth the joy and pride of yourself, if you cannot double it with someone you love? How hard it is to deal with pain and suffering, when there is nobody to cut it in the half? God creation was made in"two". Sun has a moon. After rain is coming rainbow. Life will end with death. What about... Sign in to see full entry.

I packed my life into identical two bags. In first I folded carefully all my dreams, nice memories, love, warm feelings, good experiences... Touching them for good bye I felt all the beauty of life hidden deep in my heart. Into the other one I threw my tears, nightmares, heart's pain, lost love,... Sign in to see full entry.

Some news is coming to you unwanted. And you don't know, what to do with it. Should you put it into some dark corner of your mind, pretending that it never reached you? Could you delete it with one simple click on your memory keyboard? Can you live your life the way you used to do it, despite the... Sign in to see full entry.

Call me, please. I need to hear your voice. Whisper a few words. Just a few words as a lullaby to appease the melancholy growing in my soul. I need to have a good sleep at night. I need to take a break from thoughts which darken together with the sky. My body is tired. I need to close my eyes... Sign in to see full entry.

It is so hard to find the words describing the emptiness of my world after you left it. Not only closets are feeling abandoned and naked hangers are cuddling together. Do you remember this antique mirror? The mournful dust subsided on its crystal face. I don't like to look in my empty eyes, where... Sign in to see full entry.