Jeff's Journal

Doing a bit better now, was more or less in bed all day yesterday. Had a huge headache and no pain reliever, finally went out and got some. Lisa wants to go to church with me tomorrow. That will make it harder to talk with Cheryl but I don't want to ask Lisa not to come to church so come she will.... Sign in to see full entry.

Not doing too well today, pretty tired. Got my 457 money. $2600 and change. That and my pension should hold me until Social Security kicks in I think? Finally got some earplugs for swimming so as soon as I feel a bit better I'll be visiting the pool. Lisa wanted to see me today but I'm not up to it.... Sign in to see full entry.

Nice dinner with Melanie last night and i got to visit her for awhile this morning too. Nice that we live so close. I've been having some fun with the vegans on Facebook. They were talking about what a terrible thing milk is. I wrote "Oh that reminds me, I'm out of milk. I need to stop and pick some... Sign in to see full entry.

Hanging out with Lisa in the library, then to my therapist, more hanging out with Lisa, dinner with Melanie. Pretty busy day it will be interesting to see how my body responds. I think the problems I'm having now are medication related, not the depression itself I'm actually feeling nervous about... Sign in to see full entry.

Made it to church this morning first time in about a month and a half. People said they missed me. I believe them but if they had really missed me they would have called or emailed Had a pretty good time at the dance. I'm seriously thinking about asking Roz out. She's about my mother's age but so... Sign in to see full entry.

Feeling pretty good right now. It's amazing how much better a 15 minute nap can make you feel. Makes me wonder why we have to sleep for so long at night. PWP dance tonight. I always enjoy those. Maybe I'll meet a second girlfriend. I like Lisa a lot but not enough to be satisfied with her as my only... Sign in to see full entry.

Tired, didn't sleep well last night. Couldn't nap today either. I think I need to get back to that out in out routine I had before that seems to work well usually Cash flow problems are over for now. Mom sent me a check and I'll get the 401K money by Wednesday. That might take up to when I get... Sign in to see full entry.

Feeling better than I have for awhile. One thing that tells me how I'm doing is what time I get out of the apartment. It was a little after ten today, not midafternoon as it's often been lately. I even made it to the gym. Sometimes I struggle with going to the gym because I'm not sure whether I need... Sign in to see full entry.

Not feeling so great again. I feel tired more than depressed but they kinda feel alike sometimes. I think I may be on too much medication, maybe Dr Zhang will reduce it when I see her. I'm still a little worried about money. I should get my 457 money soon, which hopefully will carry me til I finally... Sign in to see full entry.

I still feel lousy but I struggled to get a load of laundry done. Got back on the banks online banking after being kicked off for too many wrong passwords. That was a pain. Monica says I've lost weight. I've probably lost at least 60 pounds but I've still got a bit of a belly Finally finished the... Sign in to see full entry.