Jeff's Journal

Feeling kind of lousy today. It feels like I didn't get enough sleep but I got plenty. Maybe it's the Wellbrutin making me feel weird. Dinner with Melanie tonight. I sometimes wonder why all my best friends are women Maybe has to do with being raised by a single mom. I want to go back to reading my... Sign in to see full entry.

Social Security denied. AAAAACK. I'm sure I'll get it on appeal but I thought with Allsup's help I'd get it the first time. Of course there's a cynical part of me that says Allsup wanted me to be denied because they'll make more money if I get it on appeal. Might be seeing Melanie tonight. We spend... Sign in to see full entry.

Been a bit of a struggle lately. Didn't leave the apartment until 3:30 today. I slept until ten which is good, I can't always sleep that late in the morning. I think I'm on too much medication. I'm debating whether to make an early appointment with Dr Zhang or just wait for the appointment I have on... Sign in to see full entry.

Felt kinda lousy in the morning but I've pepped up a little now. Maybe I just need to get out earlier in the day. I told Mom I'd come see her Friday but I think I'm going to cancel. If I go I would miss both the SJS dance and Rev Sally's ordination. I'm sure I can go later in the summer especially... Sign in to see full entry.

Feeling a bit better today. The great weather helps. I think I'll go to the lake and watch 2012. I hear it's scary so I'll have to be ready to leave early if I start to feel depressed. Seeing Lisa on Sunday for the fireworks. Maybe we'll make our own too:) Been thinking for a long time about joining... Sign in to see full entry.

Dr Zhang put me on Wellbrutin in addition to what I was already on, Seroquel, Lithium, and Zoloft (sounds like a law firm.) That's a lot of medicine, I'm hoping maybe it can be reduced next time. Thinking about doing some volunteer work. I'm a little hesitant because I'm afraid I wouldn't be... Sign in to see full entry.

Feeling fairly good after an afternoon nap. How I wish I could have done that when I was working:) My sleep has been all over the place lately, sometimes having trouble sleeping, sometimes sleeping ten hours or so sometimes needing a nap. I see Dr Zhang tomorrow, maybe she'll tweak my medicine Been... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm tired. Woke up too early couldn't get back to sleep. Going to go to dinner and mini-golf with the singles group, maybe that will perk me up. Nice visit with Melanie this afternoon. I am so blessed to have such great friends. Social Security has to come in soon. I can't imagine what other hoops... Sign in to see full entry.

Had an interesting experience waiting for my dinner at five guys last night. There was a pretty young lady ahead of me about my daughters age. (I don't actually have a daughter but you get the idea.) Anyhow while we were waiting for our food, I started flirting with her and she flirted back. There... Sign in to see full entry.

Not doing real well today. Maybe it's the heat. Didn't leave the house until two o'clock. I hate that. I think I'm going to leave earlier and come back home if I need to. Just signed up to play mini-golf with the singles group on Saturday. Haven't played this year. I love mini-golf, I can play for... Sign in to see full entry.