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I'm headed there right now ciel

posted by jollyjeff on October 26, 2005 at 10:34 AM | link to this | reply

You've led me to writing in some detail about my own experience with

depression and medication. You can find it, if you like, in my Rants blog...

posted by Ciel on October 26, 2005 at 10:19 AM | link to this | reply

Thanks Kim
It sounds like you really understand and I appreciate that.

posted by jollyjeff on October 26, 2005 at 7:28 AM | link to this | reply

More a comment on your last post about people not getting sadness versus

clinical depression.  When I met my best friend in 10th grade (30 years ago), I thought he was really quiet.  WE ALL thought he was just really quiet through high school and college.  As an adult, he hit the skids and someone got that it was a chemical thing.  They put him on medication.  It was unreal.  We would IM, and I would lap him about 10 times to his one message.  All of a sudden he was playing verbal volleyball with me.  It threw me at first.  An entirely different person.

I've had episodic depression based on really bad events in my life...Post Traumatic stress.  I've had a real reason to believe someone would kill me twice in the last decade.  That takes a toll.  I took medication for that time, but it ended.  It won't end for my friend.  That's his body makeup.  I don't understand people who don't get that.

I REALLY don't get the people who think sad is the same as depression.  We all have sad moments.  It's not remotely the same.

I really feel for you, and I hope you find something that gets your body chemistry back in line.

Kim

posted by terpgirl30 on October 25, 2005 at 4:48 PM | link to this | reply

Thanks offbeats!

posted by jollyjeff on October 25, 2005 at 10:22 AM | link to this | reply

Jolly

By your pen name you should be JOLLY!!

So okay, I hope you get the med's that help you out of the "black hole" known as depression. It sucks too much life out of ya! Good luck!

posted by Offy on October 25, 2005 at 10:21 AM | link to this | reply

Thanks Ciel
That helps!

posted by jollyjeff on October 24, 2005 at 11:42 AM | link to this | reply

Sometimes you can only wait while Time does what only Time can do...

I remember when I started taking an anti-depressant that I could not wake up for weeks, it seemed.  I hated that, but it went away after a while. 

I hope you 'll be feeling much better soon!

posted by Ciel on October 24, 2005 at 11:06 AM | link to this | reply