Jeff's Journal

I think maybe I'll break my rule about dating coworkers and ask Anita out. She's a doll. It wasn't a hard and fast rule anyway. It was a soft and slow rule:) It's silly to not do something you want to do just because something slightly bad might happen. I'm happier with my job situation than I have... Sign in to see full entry.

Now that the weekend is here, I'm doing better. I would say it was psychological but I was sick the whole presidents day weekend so I guess not Today is the last day of winter according to meteorologists. Me too. To me March is a spring month so spring starts tomorrow, even if they are predicting... Sign in to see full entry.

Well I'm off Wellbrutin just that fast. And back on Prozac where I started nine years ago. I'm thankful they have all these antidepressants, they didn't have nearly so many just a few years ago. Going to work tomorrow is up in the air. It seems silly to go back on a Friday but I'm out of leave and... Sign in to see full entry.

Well now at least I know. Insomnia was caused by the Wellbrutin, it's a side effect. I'm glad I found out before I missed a whole week of work. Don't know if I'll get back tomorrow though. I won't take it tonight but I don't know how long it takes for the effect to wear off. Fortuately I see Dr... Sign in to see full entry.

Almost well but very shaken up. I can deal with lying in bed for a few days watching sitcoms. What I can't deal with is using up all me leave at work, not being able to do basic chores like laundry and shopping and being to weak to go out and have fun. What I really can't deal with is when and how... Sign in to see full entry.

Oh boy. Here we go again. Everytime I think I'm doing better, the depression hits me again. I seem to be coming out of it now. If so than it was a least a day shorter than usual. I really thought the job transfer was helping. It is but apparently not enough. I'm thinking maybe I can make up some... Sign in to see full entry.

Think I'll get my oil changed tonight, then go to the gym. Excitiing stuff huh? Phyllis and Yvette and I were talking about children. I don't know why I don't want children, I guess the gene or the hormone that makes people want children is missing from me. Lots of good stuff going on at church now... Sign in to see full entry.

Hungary again. It's a good thing. Dinner with Melanie tonight. Who'd of thought I would develop romantic feelings for her after all those years of being just friends. Lisa called, going to see her Saturday. If I had to choose just one woman, I would choose her, but I don't so I won't. Might email... Sign in to see full entry.

I started thinking about looking for a new job today. It's odd because I'm more satisfied with my job situation that I've been in a long time, mostly because of my great supervisors/coworkers. But the money's not great, it's kinda far from home, are there are jobs I'm better suited for. I'm not sure... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm worn out. Had a productive day though, the most productive since I've been here. Missed the course in Miracles last night, just didn't feel quite up to it. I'll make in next time. I guess I just wasn't meant to take the coaching class. Neither the link nor the phone # worked. Another new woman... Sign in to see full entry.