Jeff's Journal

Feeling a little depressed today not too bad but it's frustrating because it slows me down. I'm getting more and more excited about Anita. Just the way I feel chatting briefly with her at the office, I know I'll have a grand time when I go out with her. I'm frustrating myself with my a braham... Sign in to see full entry.

Well I'm tired. Didn't get as much sleep as usual because of the convention. Had a real good time though better than I expected. Talked to Anita, on the phone for the first time yesterday, about a month after we exchanged phone numbers. Things are moving slowly to say the least. I plan to call her... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm worn out but I made it through the week. That's been happening too infrequently lately. Next week's a short one so that should help. I wasn't too enthused about going to the convention but I'm getting a little into the idea now. Only a couple of brief conversations with Anita but I feel like... Sign in to see full entry.

Well I guess things are okay with Anita, aside from the minor detail that we haven't gone out together. We're acting at work just the same as we always did which is a good thing. Balticon convention with Lisa this weekend. I had fun before even though I'm not particularly into science fiction. Sign in to see full entry.

Got a little filing done. I'm tired of losing thing. Of course it may not make a difference since most of the things I tried to file didn't have records. Didn't talk to Anita much today. It's a good thing. I was starting to feel out of control, not talking to her much today calmed me down. Lisa was... Sign in to see full entry.

I've got nothing on my mind but Anita. I'm more and more attracted to her everyday. It can't go on like this for long. It's got to plateau at some point. It's exciting but it also feels out of control. All this and we haven't even gone out on a date yet. You'd think a 50 year old man wouldn't get... Sign in to see full entry.

Well if my fellow bloggers are right, I can expect excellent results from accupuncture. I don't know why I didn't try it before. I've been dealing with this depression for almost a decade now, it's time to stop. Anita was wonderful today as usual. I'm concerned about her though. She says she won't... Sign in to see full entry.

Well I'm feeling a bit better, I don't remember what it's like to be completely well. I'll make it to work tomorrow barring a relapse. The good news is that it's been awhile since I've been that bad. I had forgotten that I had considered accupuncture so I'm considering it again. In fact I'm more... Sign in to see full entry.

Feeling a bit better today. Probably would have made it to work if it had been a workday. Lost Anita's phone number and she's not answering her emails. Frustratiing. I should see her Monday at work anyway. Might go to Wine in the Woods tomorrow but it's supposed to rain. Actually, it's not supposed... Sign in to see full entry.

What a rotten week. All week in bed watching old sitcoms. Seven hours in the emergency room for them to find nothing last night. Losing a couple days pay because I didn't have enough leave. Now Dr Zhang is on vacation so I can't see her until June 2. Ugh!\ On top of that I haven't heard from Anita.... Sign in to see full entry.