My life

Just listening to the old ABBA track on the radio, reminds me of something which has been puzzling me for some time. Now I know ABBA were never big in the US but the background to the story is that a girl recalls the routine of her everyday life in detail, and thinks how dull and ordinary it all was before she met the man of her dreams. A little sexist unbalanced for today, I know, but their hearts were in it. The point is, that how would you react knowing this was the last day before something... Sign in to see full entry.

If you have never had a lucid dream, you will never have felt the thrill that here at last is proof of the occult. Once the world of the supernatural opens up for you, everything changes. It has all been worth it. I often think about packing this awful job in and trying something else. But I always stop. Mainly because I've done that in the past and it has had a terrible effect on me, but also because I know I am on the threshold of a major break-through. And that is Remote Viewing the lottery... Sign in to see full entry.

If anyone has ever heard of Alibris books I used to use them years ago, but was taken by the shinny lights of Ebay that I gave up and convinced myself that they were the one and only. Now with Ebay messing things up so badly, I fear for the day when the fees are just too high and I will have to look for another site. There are many good sites out there, but few come anywhere near the big boys. Amazon are big bruisers when it comes to marketing, but I think I will give Alibris another try. Not as... Sign in to see full entry.

This is a test piece to see if any of my videos come out. Don't know why I would want it, but there you are http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gsSm-Fuu5-w Sign in to see full entry.

Find myself on holiday this week. No money to go anywhere, but plenty to do. With Ebay changing all the pricing and postage costs, I have to re-do all 731 books to make sure I'm not paying to stand still. I would have to make 100 pounds a month, just to carry on with the listings, and they simply don't care! I'm looking at other listing sites, but will have to find all the ISBN numbers, so plenty to do. Trouble is, my heart is not in it. Sure, I like selling and sending out the books, because... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm often tempted to indulge in a video blog. Not sure why. Maybe it's because I'm a bit of an exhibitionist at heart? But I've seen several Vblogs of Utube and find a strange attraction for them. Sure many don't work and they don't have anything to say, but I'm tempted to see my own face up there telling everyone how hard up I am, and wanting sympathy. Pathetic, you have to admit to yourself that it has crossed your mind. Maybe it's something to do with purging the sole and helping you take a... Sign in to see full entry.

I don't want to be over dramatic, but just lately I've been concentrating on some deep magical work and something has occurred to me. No magick will work for a direct given thing. So my efforts to win the lottery have always(and will always) failed because it simply doesn't work like that. More to the point, if you want have a magical power, like remote viewing, you can ask for help to develop that power. Now the crucial point is what you do with that power. I want to develop a physic power to... Sign in to see full entry.

In the last few weeks all my plans have been put on hold. What with the flu, postal strikes and Ebay behaving like a bunch of idiots, things have not run smoothly. Some of my plans may have been out on the edge, but they could have brought home huge harvests. The remote viewing scheme was working quiet up until this point, and I had even made a small profit on the lottery account. This has had a knock back to say the least, as I've had no concentration to focus on anything other than my day job.... Sign in to see full entry.

As I see it today, my research into Associated Remote Viewing boils down to one simple fact. That is, that you cannot see what has been chosen. It has to be chosen by someone else, and you view what they selected. They chose the items and they select the numbers alongside those items. This someone else then has to take a look at the lottery results and lay out their items to represent the chosen numbers. This all happens in the future so you can remote view their selection from this day, to next... Sign in to see full entry.

Remote viewing With my recent attempts at remote viewing and trying to win the lottery, I feel I should write something down about my progress. I have broken even on the subject, having won enough to get the betting account back to $14.00. Not a fortune, but I never risk too much until I can be sure of the system. I can always get one number, and rely on the fact that 17, 25, 39, and 44 are such common numbers they will always come round. But the fact still remains that I can't remote view any... Sign in to see full entry.