The Balance Between Darkness & Light

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

Church in the Family

I got a call from my baby sister today that set my blood on fire. One thing I can't stand is hypocrites. And my parents are the worst of the lot. For my entire life my father refused to go to church, denying the existence of God and telling us we were fools for believing. For a long time I agreed... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thoughts On Paper.....

I am not an easy person to get close to. I have developed many safe guards to keep myself from allowing anyone to get close enough to me to hurt me. I have the ability to spot these type of people from a mile away, and to make sure I keep them as far away as possible. It's something I developed as a... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, August 2, 2007

The Monster In Me...

Some days I feel like there is a monster living inside of me, waiting for it's opportunity to take over. It's sneaky and creeps up on me when I am at my most unaware, when I'm not trying to hold it back. But sometimes the monster gets the better of me, and I am helpless in it's grip. This monster is... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Irritating Situation

I don't normally let it bother me when I'm treated second rate for being a woman. Especially by people who don't know me. I'm not on this earth to live up to anyone's expectations, just like they aren't here to live up to mine. But when someone lumps me in a category based on what they think I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Responsibility....

Responsibility is a part of every day life. From the time we are old enough to start caring for ourselves in some manner we all have things we are expected to take care of. It's not easy and it's not fun, but living a good and productive life requires that you make the sacrifices necessary to take... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, July 30, 2007

Carrying the Load

“ No one is useless in this world who lightens the burdens of another.” - Charles Dickens It is so hard to love someone and watch them struggle and suffer. As a friend all you can be sometimes is someone to talk to, a sounding board for their miseries and woes, a nonjudgmental and accepting person... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Struggles...

Not a day goes by that I don't wonder if I am where I am supposed to be. My mind calls in to question the things my heart tels me are truth, and when I find myself without something to reassure myself with, my restlessness starts to work on me and I cannot find a moments peace from the strain. I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

And so it begins...

Obligations are holding me down right now, at a time when I want nothing more than to hide from the world I am being forced into it with two hands on my back. Nothing is more difficult for me than to need that space I crave and be denied it. Even if the obligation is something that should be fun,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

A Glimpse Into The Mind Of A Loner....

The mind of a loner is a funny place. While I feel just as deeply as anyone can, I find myself needing a lot of time to be alone with my thoughts. As a child this bothered my parents, they thought I was abnormal because I had very few friends and I took no real pleasure in most social gatherings.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Changes

Changes have taken place inside of me so quickly in the past year that I sometimes don’t recognize myself. All of the things that make me who I am are still there, the basic parts of my personality that will never change. But these subtle little changes have taken place inside of me and it seems... Sign in to see full entry.

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About this Blog

The force of darkness and destruction within each of us is balanced with a force of light and love for our fellow man. These forces struggle and strive within each of us. To ignore one is to ignore the other. We cannot know the light if we do not acknowledge the dark. We cannot know life if we do not acknowledge death. This blog is an attempt to explain where I came from, and how I struggle daily to find and keep that balance.

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