The Balance Between Darkness & Light

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Quitting Time...

I have come to the realization that I am living in a hell of my own making and that I am giving too much to too many people, and getting nothing in return. It took a bad episode this weekend and a lot of soul searching over the past few weeks, but I've finally determined that until I start living my... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, September 24, 2007

Reflecting Upon The Darkness

So the weekend that started off with a bang ended up in a very bad place. It has been a very long time since I had one of those episodes, especially one that was that bad that quickly. What brought it on I still don't know, but the support of a friend helped me through it when I needed support the... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Longing For Death...

As I sit down to write this I find myself shaking and fighting back tears, caught between two worlds, one of light and one of dark. Today I wanted to die. Why I don't know, but I did, still do to an extent. Not that I had the desire or the will to take my own life. The thought never crossed my mind,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Little Things

Some things hurt, no matter how hard you try not to let them. It doesn't matter how insignificant it may seem, even to the one who is hurt, sometimes no matter how hard you try not to let it, it still hurts. I wonder why it's the little things that hurt worse than the big things? Why something that... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

One Of The Guys...

I saw a news clip a little while ago about how women need to be one of the guys in order to get ahead in the business world. The gal who was talking said she worked hard to fit in with the guys in her office, going out for drinks, playing pool, acting like a guy... and they were treating her like... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, September 13, 2007

What You See Is Not What You Get

What is it exactly people see when they look at me I wonder? Do they actually peer through the facade I wear to the person I am underneath, or do they accept me at face value, never delving beneath the surface to find out who I truly am? Not that I am any more special than the next person, but when... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, September 9, 2007

It's All About Power...

I've had most of the day to myself, a rare enough occurrence in my life to be noteworthy, and I've spent the day trying to get caught up on some brain work I've been putting off. Mostly because it's not brain work I want to do, it's an assignment from a man who I seriously doubt has taken the time... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, September 6, 2007

Lessons Learned From Little People...

I must admit that life can be highly entertaining. There are so many things out there that can bring you down, that it's easy to forget the little things that make you smile. I started out the day in a bit of a funk, I wasn't feeling myself and to be honest I was a tad on the cranky side. I've... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Open Minds Are Difficult To Find....

I've always been fascinated by the power of the human mind. We use so little of our brain that I am constantly wondering how much more I could do if I could only tap into that unknown source of life. For more years than I can fathom, people have been tapping into a wellspring of healing power to aid... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, September 3, 2007

The Gift Of Time...

For me, spending time with someone is the ultimate way to express how you feel about them. To choose to use your free time to be with someone doing anything from something like chores, to the movies, to road trips, to simply talking is an expression of how important someone is to you. Like most... Sign in to see full entry.

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About this Blog

The force of darkness and destruction within each of us is balanced with a force of light and love for our fellow man. These forces struggle and strive within each of us. To ignore one is to ignore the other. We cannot know the light if we do not acknowledge the dark. We cannot know life if we do not acknowledge death. This blog is an attempt to explain where I came from, and how I struggle daily to find and keep that balance.

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