The Balance Between Darkness & Light

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

Sadness

I'm looking into an abyss tonight so dark it's almost painful. Never before have I felt so helpless, this test of my faith and love is so painful I simply don't know if I can stand the pain. Lord knows I knew love wouldn't be easy, but damn I wish I knew what I was in for. I so rarely let anyone... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

A New Concept

Every once in a while a person has to take a step back and look at how far they've come in their life to appreciate where they are at. I've made a lot of mistakes in my life, and thanks be to God who's seen me through the consequences of those mistakes. But I had a moment yesterday where I got... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, July 16, 2007

Leap Of Faith...

Faith is a funny thing. Having faith in someone or something requires giving up control of a situation and trusting that everything will turn out all right, based on what you feel about a certain person or situation as it stands in that moment. And for someone like me giving up control of anything... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Sometimes...

Sometimes I just don't want to be strong. Sometimes I want to be weak, I want to cry, And I want to be held. Sometimes I want to be totally open and vulnerable and lay it all on the line. Sometimes I want someone to tell me it will be all right, that they will take care of me and love me no matter... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Old Fears...

It’s funny how something that happened years in the past can still affect a person on such a deep level that it sometimes impedes their daily life. Something that seems so simple, that you think you would be able to move past, can leap out at you when you least expect it; and sometimes affect you... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, July 9, 2007

The Burn

Anger takes hold of me and threatens to consume me with it's fire, the need for vengeance seeps into my bones and my soul cries out for relief. Yet I deny myself for there are others who would be burned should I release the beast inside of me, and it is only out of love for them that I stay my hand.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, July 8, 2007

Old Habits

I find myself living in the past a bit tonight, wondering if I’ve really moved on or not. I’m not so concerned with the mistakes I’ve made, but some of the old behavior patterns I’ve fought so hard to beat want to try to rear their ugly head right now. I spent some time around a few people today who... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, July 6, 2007

Expectations

Expectations are a relationship killer. You always have expectations of people in one form or another whether they know it or not, some they can live up to, others they cannot. And it seems like with those we love our expectations are often so high they have no chance to meet them. It sets us up for... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, July 5, 2007

Creepy!

I wonder what makes people think that ignoring them is a request for more attention? When did that happen? Did I miss something some where; was there a news bulletin that defined the cold shoulder as a come hither move? Because if I did someone please tell me when the rules changed. I can understand... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, July 2, 2007

Trapped

I feel trapped right now, responsibilities and family ties pulling me in so many different directions. Every direction I turn is another problem presenting itself for a solution, a solution I am ill equipped to give. So many things are uncertain in my life right now; new family ties being forged... Sign in to see full entry.

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About this Blog

The force of darkness and destruction within each of us is balanced with a force of light and love for our fellow man. These forces struggle and strive within each of us. To ignore one is to ignore the other. We cannot know the light if we do not acknowledge the dark. We cannot know life if we do not acknowledge death. This blog is an attempt to explain where I came from, and how I struggle daily to find and keep that balance.

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