The Balance Between Darkness & Light

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Dark Dreams Stalk Me

I close my eyes and allow myself to think about sleep, my heartbeat slows down and my muscles relax. In the last second before I succumb to the darkness I crave, I send a silent prayer for a peaceful night of sleep. But it doesn't come. Instead I am tormented by visions of death and destruction... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Pain Well Spent

Well I'm back for the most part, and looking forward to being able to blog again. I'm still not entirely sure what the heck happened to me to cause a head pain like I had, but suffice it to say that I wouldn't wish a tension headache on my worst enemy. I'd rather kill them quick and clean than have... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, November 2, 2007

Back from the Dead...

I am sorry I have been gone for so long, but a trip to the emergency room with what is apparently a tension headache has made looking at the computer screen for any length of time almost as painful as the headache itself. So I apologize to all of you who are used to reading my daily rants about this... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, October 28, 2007

Goodbyes

I've always hated long and drawn out goodbyes. I don't see the point in standing around and crying as if it's the last time you will see one another in this world, trying to say everything you could possibly say to one another in the space of a few minutes. Trying to store up a lifetimes worth of... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Moving On

I simply can't even begin to describe how angry I am right now. Things have progressed beyond what I can reasonably tolerate, and I'm struggling really hard to maintain my composure. To be honest, nothing that has happened has truly surprised me at all. I've been on rides like this one before so to... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, October 18, 2007

Big Brother is Watching

Have you ever had the feeling you were being watched? I absolutely hate that feeling. It makes my skin crawl and I immediately start looking for someone to hurt. I can't think of anyone who likes being watched, especially by someone that can see. To stare at someone is not only rude, but in a very... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, October 15, 2007

Jumbled Thoughts

Simply sitting here to write this has me at a loss as to what to say. So many things I want to say but I can't find a place to begin. Too many things to deal with right now I suppose. Disappointment chief among them. Nothing anyone can do about it but me, and I find that I am unable to stop the way... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, October 12, 2007

Trust

Trust: Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing. Custody; care. Something committed into the care of another; charge. Such a simple yet profound definition of something that is so vital to our existence. Every day we place our trust in people, places and things.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, October 7, 2007

They Call Me A Pagan...

One of the things I've always hated about gong to church is the people. Sad I know but it's true. I've found over and over again in my life that religion is so much simpler when you take the organization out of it and kick the "churchians" as I like to refer to them, to the heavenly curb. Personally... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, October 1, 2007

Random Wanderings...

Sometimes I find myself wondering if I truly am who I think I am. All of my life I have been told what others see in me, and because I could not take a step back and objectively look at myself it seems that I have adopted others opinions of me. Now that I have reached a level of maturity that allows... Sign in to see full entry.

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About this Blog

The force of darkness and destruction within each of us is balanced with a force of light and love for our fellow man. These forces struggle and strive within each of us. To ignore one is to ignore the other. We cannot know the light if we do not acknowledge the dark. We cannot know life if we do not acknowledge death. This blog is an attempt to explain where I came from, and how I struggle daily to find and keep that balance.

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