Fibromyalgia by skye08

I have learned from past experiece that transition often brings visitors of the person soon the cross over. Close family come to ease the transition. I have experienced many times with patients and family. Mom told me today that she has been having visitors during the night. My Dad and her sister and her husband and their daughter and her other sister have been coming to visit with her. She has seen angels all her life and we have had corresponding experiences on the same night. Only I get woke... Sign in to see full entry.

There are two types of pain. Physical pain and Suffering pain. Both must be overcome and understood before enlightenment can be achieved. How does measure the pain of the soul? Is it on a scale of 1-10. Which is the worst, the physical pain or the constant ache deep inside the heart as you are parted daily, hourly, or minute by minute of the love so intertwined within your body and soul? There are no pain pills for the soul. There are no words or platitudes that can ease the agony. There are no... Sign in to see full entry.

I have learned complete and total forgiveness for my ex. It has been a long journey but a path completed. We have invitied Jim to stay with us after his knee surgery next month. I'm glad we can do this. Sign in to see full entry.

The energy of the mountain dances in the sunlight, awaiting the beauty of the day. The Heavens covered the earth with a blanket of mist. To bring a touch of heaven's love, And warm the earth below. As the blanket rose back to the sky, it covered all the sky and hid the morning sun. The blanket rose and disappeared as the sun warmed up the earth below, exposing the beauty of the mountain range below. The shadows changed as the day progress changing the rhythm of the mountian and with each look... Sign in to see full entry.

This is the view of the mountains in the early morning. I can sit in my swing and watch this all day. When I was younger, I couldn't wait to get away. After many years of living in different places, I moved back to this view and it is the best I've ever had. My Mom lives around the corner and I can see the school through the trees that I graduated from and that my children graduated from. My soul has journeyed many miles to learn to appreciate this view and all the other views I've had from... Sign in to see full entry.

I can't stop. It's 8pm and I have become obsessive over the painting in my new bathroom. I've looked at it since Sunday and I can't stand it anymore. I had to redo the woodwork. He only put one coat on and it isn't even. I started with the bathroom closet that hadn't been painted in 100 years. I was vacuuming to put everything back and had a thought. Uh Oh! I should paint the bottom of the closet. So, I started and then on to the door and the woodwork and now I want to start sponge painting to... Sign in to see full entry.

The greatest gifts I have ever recieved are my children. Blake and Brooke were the greatest answers to my prayers I have ever received. After ten years of infertility, I suddenly became pregnant. I went to the doctor because I was having severe toe cramps everyday. Pregnancy was the furthermost thing from my mind. I had just started back to school to get my Master of Science in Nursing. When he ask me if I could be pregnant, I was stunned as to how he got pregnancy out of toe cramps and since we... Sign in to see full entry.

A repeat from a past post. How do you find the hope of you, when all knowledge of self is gone? Who is this person inhabiting my body? She has no ability to organize the day. There are no plans that can be made in advance because you can't follow through. Who is this person within me, ravaged by extreme pain? The medications hiding self behind a wall of haze. Is the self of ego; the truest of our soul or is it just a method of control? The path of past and path of future must somehow come to... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday was a day. First we had to get up at 5:00am to get get dressed to wait for Joe to get here at 11:00am. Let me just say that Richard was dressed and I went back to bed. A hopeless dream, as I had to tell him what time it was every 5 to 20 minutes. Joe called before he left and I ask him to stop and get Richard a sausage biscuit. Joe showed up at 11:00am and Blake(my son) called too. Richard had told Blake he would pay him to clean all the weeds around the house and on the bank. So, Blake... Sign in to see full entry.

deleted the whole thing. Anyway Richard is asleep and so rather than reenter the blog, I', going to sleep. It was a really great Blog. A lesson of a proud mother and examples of the Law of Attraction. Later. Sign in to see full entry.