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Sunday, November 8, 2009

Another Good Day on the Couch

I actually got some restful sleep between 6am and 12pm. Blake came and got Buster, my new grand dog who is just too cute for words. They all went to the TN game last night and I kept Buster. Except for chasing the cats and the cats stalking him because he is so little it was a good time. He thinks he is a big dog. I managed to stay out of the bedroom and on the couch or the recliner all afternoon and evening. It is strange though, I don't have a flow of ideas in the living room nor can I read. I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, October 16, 2009

Learning to Be Alone

Alone within myself, I've been all of my life and now I must learn to be totally alone with me. No other physical person present for me to be alone with. No one there when I might want to reach out to share a laugh or tear. No spouse, no child, and no friend within my space to garner strength for living. Just me and me alone, who is this person I have become over these past years? My focus always on someone else to meet there needs and give my love. I don't even know if I like me so how can I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, October 15, 2009

We will never part I've written so many times about my breaking heart. For we knew that you were leaving this earthly plane. With empty eyes and forgetfulness, you often didn't know me. The love we shared often an unknown. Now your gone and my heart aches to kiss your lips once more. Just to touch or hold your hand would mean so much to me. But I can feel you presence and the safety and security of your love that surrounds me. Your nightly visits that vibrates the bed and turns on lights above... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

The Dance of Death on This Stage of Life.

The Dance of Death on the Stage of Life #container_title.banner a, #container_title.banner a:visited {color: #44d;} Death. The word itself conjures up the worst of all our fears and yet; it is the road that we strive to walk from the time we are born into this world. It is the afterlife that we seek for our safety, security, love, peace, harmony, abundance and happiness and to obtain all this positive energy in our lives, we will endure the worst of all situations and sacrifice even the thinnest... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, October 5, 2009

Putting the pieces back together

When Richard got so sick last year and I had to make the decision that there would be no more hospitalizations, we had to get him a hospital bed. The medical equipment company came early Wed morning and took the bed and all the other equipment we had. I finally got my bed back together yesterday and the empty space is now gone. Although Richard's side of the bed is empty, I made our 2 twin beds that swung out from a kingsize headboard into a kingsize bed by putting a 4 inch kingsize memory foam... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, October 3, 2009

Eulogy for Richard Edwards

Allow me a few minutes to tell you about Richard Edwards. I just want, no I need to publicly state on this day, when we lay his body to rest, when the memory of his place on this earth begins to fade, that Richard Edwards was a great man. Now I know that it is human nature to talk about the departed in glowing terms and beautiful phrases. That is not what I intend to do. Let me say it again, Richard Edwards was a great man, and I intend to tell you why. For those of you that knew my Uncle more... Sign in to see full entry.

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My Love is Gone

My Love is Gone I watched you leave so very slowly day by day for these past years. The man I married with your super strength, your uncanny ablility to surround me with a protection that I had never had before, the depth of your compassion, your gentleness, your unselfishness, but most of all the depth of your love slipped away into that vacant stare and into a world only you could see. But you were here and by my side and I could feel your warmth, the rise and fall of your chest with each... Sign in to see full entry.

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My Love is Gone

My Love is Gone I watched you leave so very slowly day by day for these past years. The man I married with your super strength, your uncanny ablility to surround me with a protection that I had never had before, the depth of your compassion, your gentleness, your unselfishness, but most of all the depth of your love slipped away into that vacant stare and into a world only you could see. But you were here and by my side and I could feel your warmth, the rise and fall of your chest with each... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, September 28, 2009

Yesterday, You lived

Yesterday I thought you would die. You barely breathed at all. Your airways in your lungs are closing. Your body systems shutting down. But yesterday you lived and we can be happy for our time together just one more day. I love you so very much and I know how much you love me. Happiness is yesterday as our life progresses. Tomorrow is uncertain and tears of grief may fall. Our life is counted in days and hours. Our future connection on a spiritual plane. My hands feeling your energy when you... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, September 25, 2009

Yesterday, You lived

Yesterday I thought you would die. You barely breathed at all. Your airways in your lungs are closing. Your body systems shutting down. But yesterday you lived and we can be happy for our time together just one more day. I love you so very much and I know how much you love me. Happiness is yesterday as our life progresses. Tomorrow is uncertain and tears of grief may fall. Our life is counted in days and hours. Our future connection on a spiritual plane. My hands feeling your energy when you... Sign in to see full entry.

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