Fibromyalgia by skye08

What do you want to eat? It doesn't matter. What do you want to do? It doesn't matter. What is the why of this? Do you not care anymore? The silence between us is deafening. Longing looks out the window; seeking escape. Sadness has replaced that once glittered in your eyes. Will you really find the peace you want if you should runaway? Baggage travels with you. It cannot be left behind. I have no space within me to store your baggage here, Stay or go. It doesn't matter.skye2008 Sign in to see full entry.

I said I love you. Your mouth repeats the words back to me but your heart did not hear my words. When the heart is dear, the brain can mimic but the actions cannot lie. The placement of your hands push me away as you say I love you. Your eyes never leave the TV screen as you say I love you. Your head never rises above the morning paper as you say I love you. When eyes cannot meet, thoughts of the heart cannot be exchanged. The connection is silent; silent as deafness. Deafness of the heart and... Sign in to see full entry.

When God closes a door; he always opens a window. Where is the window? Opportunity knocks. What door does it knock on? I hear your knocking but you can't come in. Why? I can't find the door. You can stand at the door and knock but if you don't ring the doorbell nobody is going to hear you. Knock, knock, who's there? Somebody wanting in.skye2008 Sign in to see full entry.

The anonymous face of mankind. Chained by thoughts of pain. Gnashing of teeth. Spikes of division. Nightmare visioned. Each creating the reality of this world. Prisoners of fear, isolated and united. Our thoughts they create our reality. Let love melt the chains; as we each change our thoughts. Divisions are mended. Nightmares change into dreams. United in thought of peace and love; the face of mankind will shine.skye2008 Sign in to see full entry.

How do you find the hope of you, when all knowledge of self is gone? Who is this person that inhabits my body? It has no energy to care for family or self. It has no ability to organize the day. There are no plans that can be made in advance because you cannot follow through. Who is this person within me, ravaged by extreme pain? The medications hiding self behind a wall of haze. Is the self the ego the truest of our soul or is it just a method of control? The path of past and path of future... Sign in to see full entry.

The first step the spirit takes upon the chosen path, begins with that of pain. A spiritual awakening to higher regions; known only to the few who dare to tread. The path it is not easy, as it spirals up and down. Each step that takes you higher may also bring you to the ground; for yet another lesson found. It is lessons in forgiveness, for others and for self, that sends your pathway onward to the lofty heights above. And as we drop these burdens, the Light shines on us bright; melting all our... Sign in to see full entry.

A sleep in Heaven we all lie. Dreaming collectively this beautiful form we call Earth. Connected by the matrix that surrounds us all. Vibrations set in motion, all by a single thought; Transforms the bleakest of scenes into the most majestic Mountain and sparkling waterfall. Each a part of the All; yet single in our journey. We learn to love and forgive until we each up. Then the beauty that surrounds us transcends all space and time; for these we need no more. For God's creation, when we wake... Sign in to see full entry.

He arrived one night so very late; a cold and windy night. Hungry, dejected and dirty. Such sadness in his eyes; he knew he had been born with something wrong. He had no tail and problems cleaning. The others left him alone. His face was oh, so handsome and sweetness filled his eyes. A more majestic cat, I have never seen. With the princely silhouette he strikes; a Lion King he will make. His touch of love so ever light and a meow so sweet and small; each morning I awake to this loving bundle of... Sign in to see full entry.

There is a pain that lies within; so deep and buried there. It clouds my eyes and blinds me from my love within. It hurts my heart and head and my energy that surrounds. The weight of guilt so heavy; I cannot take a step. But I pretend that nothing's wrong and give my biggest smile. While all the time I'm sinking; I have no branch to reach. Then one day my angel came and pulled me from my hole. She taught me how to love myself and melt the pain within. She taught me how to lose all guilt; it was... Sign in to see full entry.

This place we call afterlife is not afterlife at all. The life we are living now is the afterlife. In this afterlife, we are here for a reason. We are here to repay a debt or learn a lesson of life that we did not learn in the life before this one. The irony is that we have no memory of why or what it is that we are here for or supposed to learn. It is kept deep in our unconscious and it guides our every decision and thought. Since our thoughts create our reality, we come into this earthly plane... Sign in to see full entry.