Jeff's Journal

This has been kind of scary. Yesterday I felt completely well for about an hour then went back down again. That's never happened before. I'm feeling a little better these last couple of hours so maybe the worst is over. Sign in to see full entry.

After two weeks I think the worst is over maybe. It's just so unpredictable and so scary when it lasts this long. I think I'll take off tomorrow even if I'm better to catch up on the things I've been too sick to do the last two weeks Sign in to see full entry.

Mom's either going to have to stay out of my business or I'm either going to stop talking to her or start lying to her Sign in to see full entry.

Last night, I thought I might make it to work today. Uh no. Relapse. Two full weeks now. Feeling a bit better now but I'll have to wait and see. It might be an illusion. Sign in to see full entry.

I think maybe I'm kinda sorta feeling a little better. I've said that before and fallen back. But this time it's about the same length as the last one. And I think it had something to to with the transition from summer to fall. So maybe I am better. Two weeks off work, I'll get paid for two days at... Sign in to see full entry.

I don't know what to do. I don't feel that bad that I need to go to the hospital. On the other hand I don't seem to be doing any better so maybe I should go to the hospital. Maybe I should flip a coin Sign in to see full entry.

I almost went to the hospital but I'm doing a bit better now. May even make it to work tomorrow. Famous last words. I was thrilled to get an email from Anita. 'Bout all she did was apologize for not answering my emails, but still it was great to hear from her Speakng of people it's great to hear... Sign in to see full entry.

Well it's been a dandy weekend, even though I'm still not feeling great. Spent time with Melanie yesterday afternoon, Gloie yesterday evening. I'm blessed with so many wonderful friends I can hardly stand it. Planning on going to work tomorrow but it looks a bit shaky right now. I'm right on the... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm doing a bit better than yesterday. May make it to work tomorrow but it's kind of unpredictable so it's hard to tell. Gloie says Anita isn't interested in going out with me. She's the only friend I have that would be that honest. (Although Melanie said basically the same thing in a less direct... Sign in to see full entry.

Well so much for the mini-depression. It tricked me went mostly away for awhile then came back. It's okay though. This is a good week to miss, I'll be closer to retirement by the time I get back. Wrote an email to Anita suggesting we put aside going out together for now and just get to know each... Sign in to see full entry.