Jeff's Journal

After having fun at the happy hour last night and talking to all those great women in church today, I think all that talk about marrying Lisa was just crazy. I'm glad to have regained my sanity? I think I've turned a corner about the money situation. I think the Social security will come in soon and... Sign in to see full entry.

Feeling pretty okay today after sleeping 11 hours of course Went to on our own at Melanie's recommendation. It's a place for people with mental health issues to hang out. Talked to the boss for a long time. I think my illness my be less severe than most people there but I'll try it a few more times... Sign in to see full entry.

Felt pretty good earlier but now I'm starting to fade out. Frustrating. I think I'll still be able to make it to happy hour with the singles group though, that should perk me up. Called consumer credit counseling. They weren't much help but really the main thing I needed was to feel like I was doing... Sign in to see full entry.

That surprized me. I posted that song that reminds me of Diane for Name that Tune in honor of her birthday and I teared up. It's been nearly 14 years since we broke up and I still have such strong feelings for her. I'm just glad we have a mutual friend in Melanie so I can kind of keep up with her.... Sign in to see full entry.

Dr Zhang scolded me a little for being non compliant with my medication. But I didn't want to sleep 15 hours a day and that was the earliest appointment I could get. Anyway she prescribed me the longer lasting version of Depakote so I'll only take three pills a day instead of six so maybe I'll be... Sign in to see full entry.

Feeling kind of okay today, not great. See Dr Zhang later I'm sure she'll make some sort of adjustment in my medication. Talked to the folks from Sears this morning, worked out a payment plan. For some reason I started organizing my CDs last night while I was watching the world series. In a way it... Sign in to see full entry.

Feeling kind of crappy today, even though I slept all right. See Dr Zhang tomorrow. hopefully she'll be able to tinker with my medication. I was listening to an Abraham tape today and I was thinking "Aren't I about due for a new Abraham CD" About a minute later, the mailman knocked on the door with... Sign in to see full entry.

Had fun at the homecoming game yesterday and we won, Yay!!! I sort of dragged Lisa with me. Not really. She didn't want to go but I told her I was going and she could either go with me or not. I think that girl would go to hell if she knew I was going to be there. Church was fun today too. Lotta... Sign in to see full entry.

Had a grand time at the Halloween dance. Folks really seemed to like my "name tag" costume. I figured out something important about this getting married thing. Something really amazing. I can be happy either way. Isn't that wonderful? Sign in to see full entry.

Got a bunch of greeting card ideas rejected, but some were close and will sell elsewhere. Still got a bunch more out. I now have a "fan" at Triond. I still don't understand that site very well, but now that I have a fan I'm more motivated to write there and I'll figure out how to make money there.... Sign in to see full entry.