Jeff's Journal

It turns out that my mother has been reading Jeff's Journal and I didn't know it which caused some hurt feelings. Mom says she's not going to read anymore but if any of my other family members are reading I'd like you to let me know so I can be more sensitive about what I write. You can either call,... Sign in to see full entry.

Well I heard from Mom and boy was she mad. It turns out she has been reading Jeff's Journal without my knowing it and she was pretty angry about what I'd written about her. The thing is I don't remember writing anything bad about her, I was just talking about how I felt. I guess I'll be more careful... Sign in to see full entry.

Gave money to the church this morning for the first time in eight years. That's how mad I was that I was denied the opportunity to become a practitioner. I decided to participate in the unexpected income program because--unlike the pledge program--I think it's a positive thing. So I'm going to do... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm a little nervous that I haven't heard from Mom but she's probably just visiting someone for Thanksgiving and hasn't checked her email. I sure she'll call or write as soon as she gets the email. Thanksgiving wasn't so great. Didin't sleep well the night before so I canceled with Lisa and stayed... Sign in to see full entry.

I emailed Mom now just waiting for a response. I told her that I considered waiting a bit longer to contact her because I felt not talking to her had done me some good. I said that everyone but her and my father accepted me for who I am. I said that if she was willing to make the effort to stop... Sign in to see full entry.

Boy am I hungry. Going to meet Melanie for dinner in a bit. I'm interested in so many women that I'm just sort of waiting for a sign from God to figure out which one(s) to pursue besides Lisa. Anita would be the best choice but that's no go so far. She writes to me on facebook and says she's... Sign in to see full entry.

I felt good about bringing up the thing about the pledge program in the meeting even though noone agreed with me. I just seems to me that if we believe that God provides us with unlimited abundance than we shouldn't need a pledge program but other folks didn't agree. Had a pretty good time at Bare... Sign in to see full entry.

I don't know what to do about V. She says she isn't going to "off herself" because of her daughter but just the fact that she's talking about it is scary. She says she doesn't think I can help because two depressed people can't help each other. I understand what she's saying I think but I also think... Sign in to see full entry.

The singles group is having a happy hour at the same place they had one last Friday when I got lost. I'm going to leave a little earlier today so I can go in the daylight and hopefully find it this time. Talked to Lisa, Missy, Melanie and Theo on the phone this morning. And I want to meet more... Sign in to see full entry.

Well that was great visiting my old offices. Everyone seemed glad to see me. Made me miss working sort of. I wish I were well enough to work but I don't really wish I were working. I wish I were retired and well. I think it was T who said I was giving. That was nice of her. Cl said I was blessed and... Sign in to see full entry.