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Saturday, May 13, 2006

All I can say is "sheesh"

First they delay my paycheck and threaten not to pay me at all. Then they cancel my health insurance. Now they're asking me to pay for a doctor's appointment that I missed that I didn't even know about. How they manage to get and keep employees I don't know. Actually I do know, they don't manage to... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, May 6, 2006

Going sex crazy and complaining to politicians.

I don't know what it is but I've gone sex crazy lately. I've always found nearly every woman I meet attractive but now it's almost like I'm in love with every woman I meet. I used to think I would have less interest in sex when I got to be this age. Apparently not. I've heard than a man's sex drive... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, May 3, 2006

Not getting paid and Atlantic City.

@#$$###% That's how I feel about working for the state right now. They owe me about $3500 that they say I'm not getting because I was overpaid before and because there were gaps in my leave bank coverage. They're supposed to be sending me their paperwork, but I don't think I'm going to wait for... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, May 1, 2006

Day Programs and Dating Services

Well Dr Ashai thinks I should either go to the hospital or go to a day program. I don't think I'm bad off enough to go to the hospital but I will try the day program. Couldn't hurt. Only problem is that it will take time away from my greeting card writing. On the other hand once I get better I can... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Two more months?

I certainly feel crappy today. Deliberately didn't take my geodone last night so I could be sure to be up on time for my appointment this morning--the geodone tends to make me oversleep. I got to the appointment okay but I paid for it. Slept maybe 3 hours last night. Tried to nap today but I could... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, April 21, 2006

Lexapro and ECT

I'm feeling relatively good today maybe about a 4 on a scale of 10 which is about as high as I ever get. The lexapro does seem to have reduced the anxiety, but the depression is still there. I probably would have been better off the other way around but I'll take what I can get. I'm beginning to get... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Should I Get ECT?

I'm starting to lean towards getting shock treatment. From what I've heard and read the side effects are no worse than the side effects of medication--nor the depression itself for that matter. I'm going to give it some more thought and talk to people a little more about it but I'm about 75% sure... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Protesting a fine and stopping nagging.

Sheesh now they're trying to charge me $ 118.75 because I was too sick to make my doctor's appointment. Well our esteemed governor is up for re-election. It won't be easy for him since he's a Republican and Merryland is a heavily Democratic state. So I'm sure the guv would appreciate my vote and if... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

I'm working on finding a balance. I haven't been satisfied just posting Name that Tune on blogit. So I decided to go back to writing in Jeff's Journal. As long as it doesn't take too much time from greeting card writing it will be a good thing Sign in to see full entry.

Finding a balance

I was going to limit my blogit writing to mainly Name That Tune but I'm not satisfied with that. I am devoting more time to writing greeting cards which is the right thing to do. But I miss my blogit friends and I sometimes get good advice and definitely some emotional support from my fellow... Sign in to see full entry.

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