Jeff's Journal

It was nice seeing Joyce today, hadn't seen her in 3 weeks. For some reason, I've been concerned lately that she's going to decide to stop seeing me. No particular reason, just a bit paranoid I guess. I don't feel that way about Lisa or Melanie. Weird. Think I'm going to use a couple of hours of my... Sign in to see full entry.

I don't know why I"m so sleepy. Dr Ashai says she doesn't think it's the medicine, so maybe it's the depression itself. Definitely slowing me down. I want to pick up the pace of the job hunt. Working for Baltimore City Social Services is a bad deal. Too much work, too much stress, too little money... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm definitely filing a grievance. It's a no brainer. I'm doing twice the work as that lady in Garrett County with the same pay and benefits. I don't know how I could not file a grievance. I pick my spots to complain and this is so clearly wrong that this is a good spot. Haven't seen Joyce in about... Sign in to see full entry.

Still thinking about what to do about the overwork situation. I'm leaning towards filing a grievance. It's about the only thing I can do. Quitting is a bit drastic although I guess I could speed up my search for another job. I could stage a slowdown and just not work as hard. I sort of did that... Sign in to see full entry.

Got my new glasses (The better to see you with my dear:). Way overdue. Busyness laziness and lack of insurance for awhile slowed me down. Now I won't have to take them off and on all the time. For $374, I ought to be able to see with them with my eyes closed. One more day of CCATS training. The... Sign in to see full entry.

Like I've been saying for awhile, I've been frustrated lately by lack of time. Still I'm getting some things done. Signed up for online banking today. My bank had been charging for it, but now they're offering it for free so I took it. I will make paying bills even easier. The only thing that will... Sign in to see full entry.

Dang! Nearly 5:30 already. I always have all these plans to get things done on Saturdays and I never get half of them done. Oh well I got some things done. Couldn't pick up my new glasses, apparently the place is closed on Saturdays. I'll have to get by with the old pair until Monday. Melanie... Sign in to see full entry.

Got some extra free time today due to training letting out early. Yay!!!! After women, by second favorite thing in the world is free time. This new computer system is going to make my job a lot easier once I get the hang of it. Of course I may be gone by the time I get the hang of it. Haven't gotten... Sign in to see full entry.

I've reached 1,500 page views on Jeff's Journal. Thank You! See my new therapist for the second time tonight. Based on the first session I think I'm going to really like her and she's really going to help me a lot. All of the sudden lately, I have this desire to be neater and more organized. I... Sign in to see full entry.

Dr thinks I might have sleep apnea. I doubt it. If I had that I probably would have had it for years and been diagnosed by now. I think it's just a milder version of the depression. I'll find out more when the blood tests come back. I have more free time than most people, yet it isn't nearly enough. Sign in to see full entry.