Jeff's Journal

Waiting to hear from Melanie about maybe getting together tonight. Melanie tonight and Lisa tomorrow. That would be delicious. Going to a ball game with Lisa tomorrow. Baseball with a beautiful and charming woman. I can die now. Yoga is getting better and better. Definitely a good investment of time... Sign in to see full entry.

Vogue says she wants to hear more about Melanie and me. We met 15 years ago because we were next door neighbors or more accurately next apartment building neighbors. We've been friends all that time, we've had our ups and downs mostly based on how she is doing healthwise--we're both diagnosed with... Sign in to see full entry.

I feel exhausted. I've got to find a way to slow down at work or I'm going to be sick even more often. I just get caught up in the pace. Of course I haven't been sleeping great either. Might go to the gym with Melanie tonight. That relationship is sizzling. Not sexually but romantically. It's a... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm worn out. I just ended up doing a little bit of work after I was off. I wouldn't mind except that I had to take 10 minutes of vacation time because I was 10 minutes late yesterday. I've never noticed getting overtime if I'm early. Nothing social scheduled for this week so far but I'm sure... Sign in to see full entry.

I certainly should make it to work tomorrow as well as I feel now. Been hanging in pretty well moneywise but I don't want any more partial checks. I'd also like to be able to resume (no pun intended) my search for another job but I have to get my health stabilized first. Rev Lee talked this morning... Sign in to see full entry.

This is about the worst I've felt and still made it to work. Probably shouldn't have but at least I got a little work done and I'll get paid for the day. I probably won't make it tomorrow, so maybe over the weekend I can figure out what to do about it. I think if I don't make it tomorrow I'll go to... Sign in to see full entry.

Two days of work I've missed now due to insomnia. I'm not losing any sleep over it hahaha. Concerned about getting partial paychecks, but I got more than I expected today and I have enough credit to get me through several months if need be. Saw Melanie Sunday and Lisa Monday. They were both... Sign in to see full entry.

Tired. Didn't sleep well last night. The abilify seems to have taken care everything but the insomnia. Wake up in the middle of the night, can't fall back to sleep for 1-3 hours. Made it through work though. Former coworker Sharon Gray passed away. I barely knew her. Great time with Melanie last... Sign in to see full entry.

2000 clicks on Jeff's Journal!!!! Thank You!!!!! Church was wonderful this morning, the socializing after I mean. What a great bunch of folks! Still trying to figure out the Rev Julie situation. I thought she was Gussie's partner but I've never been attracted to a gay woman like I am to her. She... Sign in to see full entry.

Looks like that abilify is kicking in. I feel as good as new. The only problem is that I'm still waking up in the middle of the night. I guess that's really no biggie though if I'm not tired during the day. If it keeps happening, I'll just have to find a way to make good use of the time. Looks like... Sign in to see full entry.