My life

Have gone down with another cold1 Hope this does not mean my flue jab isn't working? Year to the week, I go down with these things, but don't feel too bad now. Should pull through. Looking Ok for CCC on wednesday. Looking back for inscom, meeting at the George, to find out where the money went! 22 million is a lot of money. Rain rain rain, outside. Steve Sign in to see full entry.

On Wednesday next, we will find out if we can carry on, or go bankrupt! Looks good up till now. I worked out today, that I owe 42,000 pounds. More chance of paying that back, than getting published. Strangly, feel a lot more confident about things. Maybe because the novel is taking shape so well. Got the idea for the story worked, out, just need a fare crack at it, and see how it comes out. Never had much trouble writing any novel once it gets under way. But when you are this side of it all,... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm looking out my window, as they cut down two trees that have stood guard over this village for over 100 years. God help the silly bastards who are behind this. No news on Inscom, but it looks black for them. The London gazette, says they have gone tits up! Steve Sign in to see full entry.

We might be facing the big one, but will keep going all the same. What gets me, is that within 12 months I could be free of it all. If anyhting happned to G I think I would do it at the drop of a hat. But we are here now and must keep going. Inscom are more of a mystery. they are linked to a company which raised 1.6 Billion on the stock market last year, and no one seems to know the truth of what they are up to. Steve Sign in to see full entry.

The new editions to the novel are going well, wit lots of stuff from real life. all except the millions. Steve Sign in to see full entry.

One of the most depressing things you will ever see, is the sight of people trying to sell their junk at Car boot sales. Do they honestly think people will buy that rubbish? Old toys; broken ornaments and pieces of machines that probably never worked in the first place. The novel is coming slowly along, thinking about putting some of it back online. Steve Sign in to see full entry.

We will pay dealy for all this rain. The crops are just laying in the firlds, and rotting. Thanks to the common Ag' policy and the EU, the way the farmers get paid is crazy. They don't help their case, but many will just go to the wall this year. Couldn't work out better for Tony. less tory seats to vote him out. Two world wars and we will be forced to think about what will happen when the island starves. Steve UK. Sign in to see full entry.

What wonderful news that Sir Mark thatcher may be going inside! Pity he can't take his Mother with him. since the old man died, there's no one to save his neck. Interpol were sorry the father got away, as there were more dirty deals with his prints on them, than Sadam. Once inside, Marky will squeal like a pig, and finger his other Nazi pals. David Hart is one who should rot in a cell with him. The bag man for many mercenary deals, Hart has a lot to answer too, once he stares his God in the... Sign in to see full entry.

One of the problems I have with writing the new novel, is that I never get any time to actually put the dam words down. I've tried free hand writing with the old fashioned pen and paper. But not only is this slow and painful, my inspiration just doesn not come out. I find myself thinking about writing and not putting down the story. when I sit at this key board, the words just flow on their own. I don't have to give it any thought. It's almost like the things you read about automatic writing.... Sign in to see full entry.

Heared on the radio, that some right wing Americans thought that there was no such thing as global warming, because God would not let it happen! Can you beleive someone would come out with a thing like that? In a way the race deserves what it gets, but we are on the receiving end, and see it a little differently. One reason why we will never get truly green energy, is because of one interesting fact. My step father once told me that he knew someone who worked in the office of a big energy(oil)... Sign in to see full entry.