My life

This is being written on my new DEll laptop. It's all singing and dancing, and totally wireless. I didn't even have to bother trying to install the AOL disc. The old laptop was so tough to set up that I threw my hands up. It's as if it wanted to die! Still, now I have to think up ways of paying for it. And the only game in town is the lottery. I have worked out a series of 10 numbers and they show up enough to make an interesting source of income. I hesitate to invest £20 a week in something so... Sign in to see full entry.

Yesterday one of my PC's crashed. Luckily I've faced this before and know that everything that's important is backed up. Tomorrow I will wipe it and start again. But what to save ans what to take into the future? I've been doing a lot of soul searching of late, and doing some deep psi-work, so that's more important to me than web sites and articles that few will ever read. More good news on the lotto front. I won't bore you with fantastic stories of how many thousands I could have made, but true... Sign in to see full entry.

I really want to populate my web site with lots of interesting articles. the problem is, I just can't be asked to do any work. I have lots of silly story ideas, but even then, I know there is no point in putting them on a site, as no one would be interested. Polite, but not interested. This is an idea I've been working on about a perfect society, but I don't want it to end up as just another Ezine article, hoping to get traffic. See what you think, here's a snippet: Utopia as seen by the British... Sign in to see full entry.

I put down a lot of stuff here o take my mind off my broing life and the crushing worry about work. another reason is to just occupy my thoughts to make it through another day, and it does work. But my thoughts turned to what I'm good at, and that's trying to predict the lottery. Now, many of you who can be bothered to follow me over the years will know, that I used magick to get where I want to go. And I was thinking, who would want to follow a blog where you just told people what you thought... Sign in to see full entry.

Not much happening. Fear at work, as the new h o t scheme is used for bullying people into submission. What an insult to our inteligence it is. 2 people have been suspended, for no real reason, and the truth is, that they have to get rid of a few people and this is the cowardly way they want to do it. But we have had a windfall from the loan overselling scam, and I could go for a year without a real job. Ironically I only need another 70 a week to make the same wage I'm on now. The Web ring... Sign in to see full entry.

Something has come to my attention which might interest writers here on Blogit. Many people here write for several different sites, and make money from them. I've never come across anyone boasting that they are making a fortune, so I take it as a good cross reference of the real market. Black hat marketing is a system using Link wheels such as Senuke and the like. They re-write a number of articles for you, and submit them to hundreds of sites, even bypassing the Cachapa codes, so you can blitz... Sign in to see full entry.

I had a drive out in the car today, mainly for some Special work I'm undertaking (Magick). But also to lay to rest some ghosts. I once worked at a sheet metalwork factory, as a guillotine operator. It was hard work and left me with some issues I will never really work out. Life over took me and other things happened. But I have never forgotten the Me that came through that time. I was certainly stronger for it, but it brought another side of me out too. One I'm not very proud of. Mainly because... Sign in to see full entry.

Usually I dread Christmas, but this year it comes round with a sense of relief. With Mother being ill with the flu and the memories of one of the worst bosses I've ever know, being banished away, things started to get to me. Whether some of it came right through my own hand or not, I don't care, but we pulled through. When I look back, as a kid all I remember of Christmas were toys. In latter life all I can remember of the holiday, were hangovers! Now I don't drink at all, and don't miss it. I... Sign in to see full entry.

One thing has caught my eye on the net of late. Preppers! These are people who fear for the worst. They stock up on food and essential supplies, and arm themselves with lots of weapons. Joking aside, I think they have a point. Maybe in the states it looks inevitable, but in the UK I think we follow the rule of George Orwell. He said that there will never be a revolution in this country. Maybe some revolutionary aspects in society, like the Web. And people will have revolutionary moments in their... Sign in to see full entry.

Just watched a small piece about a guy who doesn't want to lose the memories of his family life. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/programmes/click_online/9652119.stm This is similar to what I try and do but we of course, don't have old films of us playing in the garden etc. In fact we have very little in the way of photos at all. We were never a photo family. Never having a camera or the will to keep records of events we would all rather forget, means that there are few real memories of those times.... Sign in to see full entry.