My life

I put down a lot of stuff here o take my mind off my broing life and the crushing worry about work. another reason is to just occupy my thoughts to make it through another day, and it does work. But my thoughts turned to what I'm good at, and that's trying to predict the lottery. Now, many of you who can be bothered to follow me over the years will know, that I used magick to get where I want to go. And I was thinking, who would want to follow a blog where you just told people what you thought... Sign in to see full entry.

Not much happening. Fear at work, as the new h o t scheme is used for bullying people into submission. What an insult to our inteligence it is. 2 people have been suspended, for no real reason, and the truth is, that they have to get rid of a few people and this is the cowardly way they want to do it. But we have had a windfall from the loan overselling scam, and I could go for a year without a real job. Ironically I only need another 70 a week to make the same wage I'm on now. The Web ring... Sign in to see full entry.

Something has come to my attention which might interest writers here on Blogit. Many people here write for several different sites, and make money from them. I've never come across anyone boasting that they are making a fortune, so I take it as a good cross reference of the real market. Black hat marketing is a system using Link wheels such as Senuke and the like. They re-write a number of articles for you, and submit them to hundreds of sites, even bypassing the Cachapa codes, so you can blitz... Sign in to see full entry.

I had a drive out in the car today, mainly for some Special work I'm undertaking (Magick). But also to lay to rest some ghosts. I once worked at a sheet metalwork factory, as a guillotine operator. It was hard work and left me with some issues I will never really work out. Life over took me and other things happened. But I have never forgotten the Me that came through that time. I was certainly stronger for it, but it brought another side of me out too. One I'm not very proud of. Mainly because... Sign in to see full entry.

Usually I dread Christmas, but this year it comes round with a sense of relief. With Mother being ill with the flu and the memories of one of the worst bosses I've ever know, being banished away, things started to get to me. Whether some of it came right through my own hand or not, I don't care, but we pulled through. When I look back, as a kid all I remember of Christmas were toys. In latter life all I can remember of the holiday, were hangovers! Now I don't drink at all, and don't miss it. I... Sign in to see full entry.

One thing has caught my eye on the net of late. Preppers! These are people who fear for the worst. They stock up on food and essential supplies, and arm themselves with lots of weapons. Joking aside, I think they have a point. Maybe in the states it looks inevitable, but in the UK I think we follow the rule of George Orwell. He said that there will never be a revolution in this country. Maybe some revolutionary aspects in society, like the Web. And people will have revolutionary moments in their... Sign in to see full entry.

Just watched a small piece about a guy who doesn't want to lose the memories of his family life. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/programmes/click_online/9652119.stm This is similar to what I try and do but we of course, don't have old films of us playing in the garden etc. In fact we have very little in the way of photos at all. We were never a photo family. Never having a camera or the will to keep records of events we would all rather forget, means that there are few real memories of those times.... Sign in to see full entry.

I've often been tempted to try and make money on-line by using sites to make commissions and click-through-sales. You know all the in's and out's of it, so I won't go on here. But many sites simply use a donation button. I think he principle is that if people feel you are doing a good job and offering something worth while to the web, they will encourage you. Many of the best UFO sites I've seen, simply work with donations, so the site is not littered with banner adds, in the hope you will click... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm often tempted to make a video blog or turn some of my other blogs into video ones. Why? Well, laziness has a big part to play in it. But sometimes I wonder if I would not pour my heart out to a camera a little more. Although what the hell I've got to say escapes me. The reasons stopping me are several fold. One is that I would be worried about submitting them to YouTube and the like. What if my old friends or work colleges saw them and reacted in a negative way? I'm less worried about the... Sign in to see full entry.

Nothing much has happened, so I've left it alone for a while. I feel it's a bit of an insult to just fill up the pages of my blogs with rubbish. Like many people I use writing as a form of therapy, to try and stop me decending into the blues. I've been toying with video blogging, as I watch Youtube constantly and many people seem to pour their hearts out there. Not sure if it's the right thing to do? I don't want people in the Supermarket confronting me with why I slagged them off on-line! But... Sign in to see full entry.