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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

REFLECTION IS BACK

TODAY MY INTERNET HAS BEEN FIXED. IT HAS BEEN DOWN 8 DAYS TO LONG. I HAVE BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS WITH THIS COMPUTER FOR AWHILE. NOT THAT I WOULD HAVE HAD TIME TO WRITE OR READ. I HAVE 14 MORE DAYS UNTIL MY SON IS DONE WITH RADIATION. THEN OUR LIFE WILL BE SOMEWHAT NORMAL AGAIN. WE STILL HAVE CHEMO TO... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, April 23, 2007

MY HEART CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE

HI MY BLOGIT FRIENDS. THIS HAS BEEN A TRYING WEEK FOR ME. WELL LETS SAY IT STARTED LAST SUNDAY. THIS IS ALL ABOUT MY CAR. THE BELT ON MY CAR BROKE I THINK YOU CALL IT A SURCINTINE BELT I MAY HAVE SPELLED IT WRONG. THIS CAUSED ME TO HAVE TO CATCH PUBIC TRANSPORTATION TO TAKE KENDRICK TO HIS RADIATION... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

WALGREENS TOOTHACHE

THIS WILL BE SHORT POST. HAVE YOU EVER DROP OFF YOUR PRESCRIPTION AT WALGREENS AND DIDN'T GET IT UNTIL YOU WERE HAVE WAY DEAD. WELL THIS HAS HAPPEN TO ME. I DROP THE PRESCRIPTION OFF YESTERDAY AT 230PM. THE LADY SAID IT WOULD BE READY AT 6PM. NOW 2 TO 6 IS A LONG TIME BUT I SAID OK. 6 CAME I WAS... Sign in to see full entry.

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WHY IT TAKE YOUR CHILDREN TO LONG TO CLEAN UP

MY HOUSE HOLD HAS BEEN UP SINCE 9AM. WE STARTED RIGHT OFF CLEANING. I AM FINISH WITH THE WASHING, BATHROOM, MY ROOM AND EVEN STARTED ON THE YARD. MY SECOND TO OLDEST SON ONLY PICK UP SOME TOYS NOTHING ELES. EVERYTHING STILL LOOK THE SAME. MY OLDEST ONLY SWEPT HIS FLOOR NOTHING ELSE. MY SON WITH THE... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, April 20, 2007

For you FoliageGold-Synthetic Syllables

LIKE ALOT OF US WE DON'T DEAL WITH THINGS TO WELL. NOT SAYING YOU ARE NOT DEALING. I JUST WANT TO DROP YOU A FEW LINE THAT HELP ME THROUGH WITH MY SONS NEW NORMAL. GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE, THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN AND WISDOM TO KNOW THE... Sign in to see full entry.

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PROPERLEY PLAYED

HI MY BLOGIT FAMILY. I AM IN DISTRESS RIGHT NOW. I TRIED TO POST A COMMENT ON YESTERDAY IN THE POETRY SECTION. AND IT READ THIS BLOG CANNOT BE COMMENTED ON. THE WRITER MAY HAVE TURNED OFF COMMENTS. YOUR ACCOUNT MAY BE ON THEIR BLOCK LIST OR YOUR COMMENTING PRIVILEGES MAY BE SUSPENDED. NOW I KNOW FOR... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

The interview of all times

My pain has left the building.Is what my son said to me.Mama, what boy?My pain has left the building.WHAT DID YOU SAY?"HE SAID MY PAIN HAS LEFT THE BUILDING".So I said to him your pain. He said yes. Why didn't you tell me you had pain.I use to ask you all the time if you had pain. How you feel about... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, April 16, 2007

WHY

I HAVE YOU EVERY NOTICE. WHEN YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU CAN'T DO SOMETHING ARE PAY FOR SOMETHING. THEY TRY TO COME UP WITH SUGGESTION FOR YOU. AS IF YOU HAVEN'T DONE THAT ALREADY. TAKE THIS FOR INSTANCE. THE BILL COLLECTOR. THEY CALL FOR PAYMENT. YOU TELL THEM THAT YOU CAN'T PAY. FIRST OF ALL IF I COULD... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, April 13, 2007

WRITING IN OUR JOURNAL'S

I THANK GOD FOR MY JOURNAL. I LOVE MY JOURNAL BECAUSE, JOURNALS TEND TO BE A PLACE WHERE WE SEEK COMFORT IN. WHEN OUR LIVES ARE FALLING APART.THE POINT IS IN OUR LOW MOMENTS WE TEND TO THINK IT'S OUR FAULT. WE BLAME OURSELVES AND GO IN SEARCH OF SOMETHING TO FIX. IF I WERE SKINNER HE WOULDN'T HAVE... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, April 9, 2007

I THANK GOD FOR MY JOURNAL

WE GET SO CAUGHT UP IN LIVING NORMAL. THAT WE DON'T REALIZE WHAT THINGS IN OUR LIVES ARE MAKING US ABNORMAL, AND IT'S NOT UNTIL WE SNAP ONE DAY THAT WE REALIZE WE'RE ONLY HUMAN AND THERE'S ONLY SO MUCH WE CAN TAKE BEFORE WE LOSE IT. THATS WHY IT'S IMPORTANT TO RID OUESELVES OF ALL THE PAIN, ALL THE... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, April 8, 2007

TO ALL ON BLOGIT

I HOPE YOU HAD A HAPPY EASTER. MAY GOD KEEP YOU AND BLESS YOU. FOR I KNOW THE THOUGHTS THAT I THINK TOWARDS YOU, SAYS THE LORD,THOUGHTS OF PEACE AND NOT OF EVIL, TO GIVE YOU A FUTURE AND HOPE. JEREMIAH 29:11- HAVE A BLESS REST OF THE NIGHT. PEACE AND LOVE Sign in to see full entry.

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QUESTION

HOW DO YOU REPOST AND OLD POST. I HAVE A POST THAT SOME PEOPLE HAVE NOT SEEN. CAN I REPOST IT. ARE DO I HAVE TO REWRITE IT. I ALWAYS WONDER DO MY FRIENDS ON BLOGIT READ A PERSON WHOLE BLOG OR JUST THE ONE YOU POST. SO SHOULD I REPOST ARE JUST MOVE ON. ARE START A NEW BLOG. SEE I WANTED THIS BLOG TO... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, April 6, 2007

JUST SAYING THANKS

TO ALL ON BLOGIT. BEFORE BLOGIT I COULDN'T GET PEOPLE TO READ THINGS THAT I HAVE WRITEN. SO I AM GRATEFUL FOR YOU GUYS. THE COMMENTS ARE GREAT. MAN I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW MANY COMMENTS I GET ON THE STUFF I WRITE ABOUT. SO THANKS TO WHO HAS SENT ME A COMMENT. I ALWAYS WONDER SHOULD I START TO POST THE... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, April 5, 2007

"TWO WEEK NOTICE"

THE LOVE THAT ME AND YOU SHARED EXPIRED. SO THERE BE NO RENEWING OUR CONTRACTS. NO! AND I AINT GOT NOTHING SINCE I BEEN HIRED. SO I CAN'T TAKE YOU BACK. AND I THEN GAVE YOU LOVE AND GOT NO COMMISSION NOT EVEN A LITTLE. SO GIVE ME ONE REASON WHY I SHOULD STAY HERE. WHY SHOULD I STAY. I FELT TO... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

TEACHING YOUR CHILD RACISM

Is your boy WHITE is the question? The little boy asked me. As you know are may not know. My son has cancer. Which requires him to be hospiltalize to receive chemo and radiation. However, he meet a boy WHOM I am going to call nameless. Who is White. This litttle boy got so comfortable with my son.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

MY HEART

Tears blurred my eyes as I poured my pain through my fingertips and composed my own masterpeice using songs of titles of all the mean things she said to me.She knew exactly how to make a grown and sexy woman cry.However, it's over now and there will be no more.DAMN,BABY,WHY YOU TREAT ME SO BAD. I'm... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, March 8, 2007

SOME WHERE IN MY SON'S HEART

HI TODAY MY SON STARTED HIS SECOND COURSE OF CHEMO.IT PAINS ME TO HIM GO THROUHG THIS.THE SICKNESS,WEAKNESS AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT COMES WITH GETTING CHEMO.HE IS A STRONG BOY AND I KNOW HE IS TRING TO BE STRONG FOR ME.I HAVE BROKE THE BAD NEWS OF HIS CONDITION TO HIM AND HE SEEM TO BE OK WITH... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

REFLECTING ON THE PAST

WHY DO PEOPLE STAY IN YOUR PASSED?WHEN YOU HAVE MOVED ON.EVEN THOUGH I'M AT A PLACE WERE I CAN FINALLY TELL MY STORY OF MY PAST.THE MEN THEY HURT ME.MY MOM WASN'T THERE THE WAY I NEEDED HER TO BE.I HAD A POSSIBLE TWO FATHER THAT THERE WAS THE MOST HARDEST THING. I EVER HAD TO GO THROUGH.WHEN MY... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, March 5, 2007

NOTE TO SELF

GOOD BY YESTERDAY,I CAN'T STAY AROUND.I STAYED TO LONG.I JUST PROVIDE THE FANCEY OF IT ALL.I CREATE A PERSON THAT NOT EVEN MYSELF KNEW.I FELT ACCOUNTABLE FOR MY OWN MISERY.I FEEL LIKE MY OPPORTUNITY HAS PRESENTED ITSELF AGAIN AND I DON'T WANT TO MISS OUT ON IT TWICE.I WAS ME AND ME WAS SOMEONE... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, March 4, 2007

HAD AN ISSUE

ISSUE OF BLOOD:IDENTIFY BY YOUR ISSUE LIKE THAT LIER,THAT HOE HUSBAND STEALER,WIFE HEATER.WE NEED A LIVING GOD WHEN YOU ARE IDENIFIED BY YOUR ISSUE YOU ARE NOT LIVING NOT BY THE WORD OF GOD.NO INCOURGING WORDS BUT, ONE DAY SHE HEARD ABOUT JESUS,SHE HEARD THROUGH THE GRATEVIEN ABOUT THE NAME OF... Sign in to see full entry.

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