Fibromyalgiaby skye08

Sunday, January 17, 2010

A Leaf in the Wind Each day passes since you left and still I know not what to do. I have a plan, a wish, a dream but I cannot root to form a growth. I float in the wind and unsure where I will land. I'm blown each day hither and yond not knowing where to land. If I land, where will I be and will it be in furtile soil. I'm lost, unsure, and afraid to land. What, oh, what to do? I hide behind these four walls where I have been for years. Afraid to leave, afraid to stay. I know not what to day. Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

The Processing Continues

I have slept and slept and slept. I am continuing to process all the negative energy amd releasing. I am really holding on. When I am holding on to all things that are related to Richard so that I can feel his energy, I am also holding in a lot of negative energy that I need to let go. I need to seperate the two. Today I balanced my minor Chakras and helped to physically balance my self. My energy field is still shifted to the right. I will try to rebalance my energy field in the days to come... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Next Day Processing

Just as I thought, the processing has begun with just the breathing and centering I did yesterday. I really slept good after I finally went to sleep at 3am. Am I destined to be up at 3am for the rest of my life? We had a clear day today so I got out and went to the store to stock up for more bad weather to come. Just going to the store was exhausting and then the detox started and the flu symptoms and pain started. Balancing is going to be a delicate process and as with everything in Fibro, I... Sign in to see full entry.

Fun-gevity

I have started reading a book that I got from Healing Touch. The title is "Second Chance at You Dreams( Engaging Your Body's Energy Resources for Optimal Aging, Creativity and Health) by Dorothea Hover-Kramer, EdD, RN. "In the second half of life, after your roots have gone deeply into the world, it is time to reclaim and live....your dream. Angeles Arrien." Yesterday, I took time to do relaxation breathing and really tune into me. When I tried centering, I became aware that my left side felt... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

My Gift

Thank you my child for choosing me to be your mother. A gift of life you were for me when I could no longer give life. You have been a joy as I watched you grow. A miracle in my life. You are an angel from above who filled our lives with love. So kind, so sweet, and so smart and bright. Your spirit lights up our world. You are so loved and have always been and will always be. For along with your brother, there has been no greater gift.skye09 Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Being in Balance

I've started reading again and am going to try to read at least 15 minutes a day books that will help me to be more positive and create positive intentions. The book I'm reading is "Being in Balance" by Dr. Wayne W. Dyer, 9 principle for creating habits to match your desires. It is about bringing the disparity of our daily lives and habits in line with our dreams and the deep seeded desires and knowing that we have a specific purpose and how to fulfill that purpose. "Co-creation is cooperatively... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Lost In Your Eyes

Eyes so blue that speak of Love for now and forever. Your eyes communicated more than words could say. Happiness or sadness your eyes a story tell. But as each day passed and you lost your memory of us and the years of love we shared, your eyes became question marks, an empty well that once was filled with love; filled with fear each day. Then your light that made your eyes shine like diamonds, slowly started going out All that was left was a blank and wondering stare. Your gazes looked beyond... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Another Good Day on the Couch

I actually got some restful sleep between 6am and 12pm. Blake came and got Buster, my new grand dog who is just too cute for words. They all went to the TN game last night and I kept Buster. Except for chasing the cats and the cats stalking him because he is so little it was a good time. He thinks he is a big dog. I managed to stay out of the bedroom and on the couch or the recliner all afternoon and evening. It is strange though, I don't have a flow of ideas in the living room nor can I read. I... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Learning to Be Alone

Alone within myself, I've been all of my life and now I must learn to be totally alone with me. No other physical person present for me to be alone with. No one there when I might want to reach out to share a laugh or tear. No spouse, no child, and no friend within my space to garner strength for living. Just me and me alone, who is this person I have become over these past years? My focus always on someone else to meet there needs and give my love. I don't even know if I like me so how can I... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

We will never part I've written so many times about my breaking heart. For we knew that you were leaving this earthly plane. With empty eyes and forgetfulness, you often didn't know me. The love we shared often an unknown. Now your gone and my heart aches to kiss your lips once more. Just to touch or hold your hand would mean so much to me. But I can feel you presence and the safety and security of your love that surrounds me. Your nightly visits that vibrates the bed and turns on lights above... Sign in to see full entry.

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