Wednesday, August 9, 2006
Fluctuations of self, reflections of others
It's funny how we evolve, like a cocoon in metamorphosis, beauty becoming horrific, and the horrific transforming into something beautiful. Fluctuations of self, undergoing stresses of life and living, gathering lessons learned. Changes are all part of the growing pains we go through...what today is...
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Tuesday, August 8, 2006
A song that phrases what I can't
So many times I've tried to find the words to describe my stormy past. Phrase the regret and the desire to run, and run fast. Wanting to encourage those who knew me to hate me...yes, hate all of me then. Perhaps only to fill a certain sense of peace in the erasure of my memory....to safe me the...
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Monday, August 7, 2006
Damned if you do, Damned if you don't !!!
Don't you love the ability of someone to turn the tables around and slap you in the face with the very thing they "wanted" you to do?? What's wrong with the world today? They ask for honesty, you give them honesty, to kill you in the end for it. "Oh, thank you for being honest with me, but by the...
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Friday, August 4, 2006
Can we PLEASE give Kat02 some support?
I've just read a journal that tore my heart in bits and pieces...can we please give KAT some support? If you read her latest journal entry then you would know why I implore the prayers...a good friend of hers just committed suicide... It infuriates me further more the reasons that drove her to her...
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It's funny how the mind works...
All it took was a quick preview of the movie "Scar Face" to build in my unconscious mind the visual of using. I don't know whether it's a combination of reading once more my previous passages reminding me of where I came from and the obvious reminder of what it looks like thanks to Al Pachino. I...
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Wednesday, August 2, 2006
Long lost...but I've never forgotten any of you.
How Long has it been? Too long if you ask me. I've missed so many of you... There is so much catching up I need to do, and so much more to tell you. I have taken the last few hours to read my blogs and reminisce before writing my first entry. I must admit, I was infuriated at some of my relating,...
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Friday, November 25, 2005
Betrayal to who?
Life is full of hard choices, is it not? One thing that I have surely come to know is never to say never. Every time I did, I was ironically hit hard across the face, with the very thing I said I'd "never" do. So here's a thought provoking question, "If you fell in love with your best-friend and...
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
The Biggest Move In My Life...
I'm leaving it all behind... I don't know if any of you recall one of my previous blogs titled, "The Good Die Young", where I introduced a good, long lost friend of mine. Well, little Ernie and me, finally went to visit her at Cape Coral, like I had promised, this past weekend. It was precisely what...
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
Have You Ever?
Have you ever found yourself entirely shaken and full of a sudden uncontrolable rage at the trigger of an unpleasant memory?? Caught off guard by the realization of "it", not known to you before, at least not consciously. Funny how we guard ourselves from accessing such memories, storing them...
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
The Good Die Young...
and the bad live forever...I never quite believed that until today. Another mockery of life, my long lost friend reappeared after 11 years, to find her battling cancer along with crohns disease. I held back tears when her mother told me. I didn't want to sound as if something terribly terminal was...
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