https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cosy6785/Bluntly, truthfully, openly and wholeheartedly my thoughts. Welcome to my life.hourly12000-01-01T12:00+00:00https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cosy6785/405413Opened, peeled and exposed.... There are certain things that are not pleasant to talk about, much less remember, but you do so anyways in hopes of helping the one you love gather the lesson learned... "One of these days I'm going to kill myself" she said repeatedly, going on about how no one...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cosy6785/404014Many the times we hear the same words uttered over and over, but few the ones that actually remember to apply its lesson. Once in a while I catch myself rewinding back through the memories helplessly, and in doing so I fall on my feet figuratively with the realization of all the wasted time,...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cosy6785/399043How many can agree with that phrase? Is ignorance bliss? Has anyone seen the movie " Sliding Doors "? I saw it last night and it threw me on overdrive. Having a glimpse of both sides of the coin, her life if she would have missed the train vs her life if she hadn't. It's funny how ignorance can...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cosy6785/397227Have you found yourself uttering "comforting sounds" to someone to shelter them from the pain striking reality? Saying things you don't ultimately feel to be true for simply avoiding confrontation or the reflection of something rather discomforting... Or have you been on the other side, hearing...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cosy6785/395474It's funny how we evolve, like a cocoon in metamorphosis, beauty becoming horrific, and the horrific transforming into something beautiful. Fluctuations of self, undergoing stresses of life and living, gathering lessons learned. Changes are all part of the growing pains we go through...what today...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cosy6785/395285So many times I've tried to find the words to describe my stormy past. Phrase the regret and the desire to run, and run fast. Wanting to encourage those who knew me to hate me...yes, hate all of me then. Perhaps only to fill a certain sense of peace in the erasure of my memory....to safe me the...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cosy6785/394943Don't you love the ability of someone to turn the tables around and slap you in the face with the very thing they "wanted" you to do?? What's wrong with the world today? They ask for honesty, you give them honesty, to kill you in the end for it. "Oh, thank you for being honest with me, but by the...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cosy6785/394088I've just read a journal that tore my heart in bits and pieces...can we please give KAT some support? If you read her latest journal entry then you would know why I implore the prayers...a good friend of hers just committed suicide... It infuriates me further more the reasons that drove her to...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cosy6785/393407How Long has it been? Too long if you ask me. I've missed so many of you... There is so much catching up I need to do, and so much more to tell you. I have taken the last few hours to read my blogs and reminisce before writing my first entry. I must admit, I was infuriated at some of my relating,...https://www.blogit.com/Blogs/Blog.aspx/cosy6785/320533Life is full of hard choices, is it not? One thing that I have surely come to know is never to say never. Every time I did, I was ironically hit hard across the face, with the very thing I said I'd "never" do. So here's a thought provoking question, "If you fell in love with your best-friend and...