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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Starting Where I Left Off....It Is Posible To Make Up Our Losses...

Believe me, I have many, many losses... There are so many things I regret these last three years of my life...burning all of my bridges and finding I lost it all. Well, not all, the most important things I still have with me, my child, my family and my life. However, I now realize all the damage I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

A Very Special Message...to everyone in between our dash...

I'm Glad You're in My Dash I read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone, From the beginning... to the end. He noted that first came her date of birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, September 26, 2005

All of my life I've been in hiding...does that sound familiar?...

and where has that led us? To some dead end street with nothing more, other than our shadow, to witness our defeat... Yes, we've all been there. Some of us are there right now, trying to break down the walls that surround them, suffocate them, as best they can. Struggling every day to open their... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

To Think Two Years Ago I Almost Died....

At my own cause... The memory came crashing as I held my son playfully in air swinging him around...gazing into his eyes...taking in the sweet of his laughter...and I couldn't help but burst out crying...holding him tightly suddenly in my arms trying to say...I'm sorry. How can I ever make anyone... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

What Happens To Our Loved Ones When They Die?????

If you've ever had the awful experience of suffering a close friend's/relative sudden tragic death, then you know well like I do, the many things that are left unsaid that now hang in thin air without release. I came across a song last night that choked me up inside, it being the very words I'd love... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

A Nightmare On Elm Street or So It Seemed....

I think it's about time for me to stop watching Court TV...seriously! Last night I stayed up close to two in the morning watching Court TV's Case Files. Mind you I fell asleep watching it...all night tuned in unconsciously. Well there it began...my nightmare. I was part of a search group...with a... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Rekindling An Open Wound From The Past...

Would someone please tell me how to let go of this pain that binds me to the floor and drags me across in life? What is the definition of deception? deception n According to the dictionary: 1. the practice of deliberately making somebody believe things that are not true 2. an act, trick, or device... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Beware of the homosexuals...you may catch their "disease" ....

09/13/05 If you associate yourself with one.............GIVE ME A Fu**ing BREAK! My boyfriend, stupidly enough knowing me, argued over a sour subject. I happen to pass by my neighborhood and see the "Boyscott's" sign...then to remember an incident that severely pissed me off. One of the Boyscott's... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, September 12, 2005

Consequences of Drinking/Drugging while DRIVING.....

Yesterday I watched the Discovery Health Channel, (yes, I'm a nerd, lol)and I was overwhelmed with what I saw... The program was about face transplants...yes...the entire face...taken from a dead donor and transplanted... like they now do for hearts, lungs, kidneys, etc. Thought possible now thanks... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, September 9, 2005

Celebrating One Month of Sobriety...

Today I went to the 8:30 pm meeting of Narcotics Anonymous. On September 3rd I at last accumulated what I for so long thought impossible...my first month of sobriety. I eagerly waited to pick up at last my green poker chip, the color symbolizing a month of sobriety. The poker chips serve to remind... Sign in to see full entry.

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