Accidentally on Purpose

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Thursday, March 25, 2010

The Wind and The God

Because Lionreign has asked me for more I decided to take a deeper look into the wind and the creator of the wind. I have always been perplexed by people who say that they don’t believe in God, they don’t believe that there is a God or they boldly state that God is dead! I have heard too many arguments that began nowhere and ended up nowhere on the subject of; is there a God? I find that it is one of the most useless arguments that I have ever heard. For to me, it is without a doubt that yes... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Wind

Winds of Fire and Ice…and warmth…. Winds and air a mysterious force of nature that seems to come from nowhere and go to somewhere unknown. Wind, the invisible force that can affect us in ways we don’t know. It can either calm our stress away or harshly scare us to the edge of our sit. Here is a fascinating account of winds that I read from an author that I find to be one of the few sacred teachers of our time. Elizabeth Haich The four Faces Of God (A portion of a chapter in her book... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Failure

It is with great shame that I must report my failure as a person My failure as a human being and my failure as a writer. I am full of failures today My failure with god. Self examination, he said, is the worse thing anyone can do to themselves, and when I read it, it made sense to me, I believed it. For the first time I realized the huge misrepresentations of the self examination. Who am I to examine myself and fall into the trap of the evil forces mocking my attempt at playing God. Than why am... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Time

It is the time that is passing and ticking and flowing smoothly into eternity. In the temporary short period of time that we have the privilege of residing here we should be forever grateful, but are we? It is not with a purpose that we walk around miserable. Our actions are not in our control, yet they totally are. For, if we don’t control our actions than who does? And if we do control our actions why did Jesus say on his death bed (cross) “Forgive them father for they know not what they do”... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

CHAGED

Said by an inspiration leader: Marcus Aurelius, “If you are pained by any external thing, it is not this that disturbs you, but your own judgment about it. And it is in your power to wipe out this judgment now.” As my life went further into the life a forty something, broken bones behind me healed a bit crooked, but healed. Yes, I will have to do physical therapy for the rest of my life, but it will assure that I have no pain, a small sacrifice to be pain free. Yes, my back will always be broken... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Almost

Is it magic and amazing that after an accident that traumatizes you down to the bone, you are able to live your life back again the way you lived before as if it never happens? Will you be scared for life and on the deepest space of hell knowing always that you were almost, at the brink of nothingness? Almost dead Almost paralyzed Almost homeless “Almost doesn’t count.” Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, February 26, 2010

FREEDOM

Not once, not twice, not three times, but many more times than that I had to endure my broken heart, as it bled without refuge, but to let it bleed out. Jacob in the end did not work out, and yes he broke my heart, but it was me that ran away from him as soon as I realized that he was a manipulator. I jokingly called him a master manipulator, but that was when it dawned on me that he took pride in his manipulation, and I ran as quickly as I could, a trail of blood dropping from within my heart... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

The final Curtain Call

Suicidal and trapped I sat on the couch until the sun set and the clouds disappeared; the moon rose and the wind rushed and whirled around the house with an angry vendetta. When the phone rang I held my breath and felt my heart stop pumping. My disappointment doubled and tripled every time as my heart sank when it was not Kobie’s voice. I never gave up. The image of his loving gestures and embrace sat by my side and could not be removed. In my head I lived and re lived every moment of our... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Smooth Operator

Here we go back to my journey after the accident. I sidetracked a bit because of matters that I felt were of great importance, and because it is difficult for me to write about it so I stop for a few days and than continue. It is interesting how you attract predators when you are weak and vulnerable. I named this blog accidentally on purpose and than I saw a TV sit come with the same name, so I don’t know which came first. Here I thought I was brilliant with the name that fit my journey so well.... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Terrorism Within Our Boarders

And as Israel expands on creativity and a better life, the enemy plots and plans to destroy everything that is good. Israel was only the first place for murder and suicidal killing missions. As we sadly know it has expanded to other parts of the world. and now it has landed here in our own home. As the terrorists celebrate their victory to murder right in front of our nose, and yet we do NOTHING. So right here in Texas, they dont fear to show us who they are, thousands of people walk by the... Sign in to see full entry.

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