It is with great shame that I must report my failure as a person My failure as a human being and my failure as a writer. I am full of failures today My failure with god. Self examination, he said, is the worse thing anyone can do to themselves, and when I read it, it made sense to me, I believed it. For the first time I realized the huge misrepresentations of the self examination. Who am I to examine myself and fall into the trap of the evil forces mocking my attempt at playing God. Than why am... Sign in to see full entry.