Temporary scars

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Saturday, October 1, 2005

Advice needed please? :(

Ladies, I need to ask a question. When a couple have a lovely romantic bath, and get out, still naked, and the man proposes that he and the woman have nookie on the stairs, is it okay/normal for the woman to say that she doesn't want to because she's only just got clean and doesn't want to get all... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Playing house

Last night, I had the honour of staying at my boyfriend's house. And for the next few days, I will be pretty much living there. But I will be coming back occasionally to this house. Today was a very important doctor's appointment. It was the long-awaited referral to see a back specialist. I have a... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, September 26, 2005

Precious

'Daddy made a hut for us. We call it Jane. We got a plant called Ivy. Daddy cut the grass. I walked on it.' Hehe. The above is a little insight into what I was like as a child. My mother sent me that quote in a text message, because my sister found the book it was written in. My primary school... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Here's some exciting news!

My boyfriend and I are going to a Paradise Lost gig tonight! Oh joy of joys! Woohoo! I'm so looking forward to it.:) Tomorrow we are going to hang out at my place and play guitar together. It's really important that we do that, because it's a way for me to get back on the music bandwagon (lol!).... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Yeah, I know it's been a while...

I'm safe, I survived the plane journey. Woo! I've spent this weekend with my boyfriend, we've hardly left each other's sides. It's been fantastic. He picked me up at the airport on Friday, he took me out on Saturday, he went out with his friend on Sunday evening before coming back to me again, and... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Flying on a plane tomorrow... :(

I don't like planes. They're scary. But I'm only going on one for about 40 minutes. Yes, that's how short domestic flights are in the UK. Wanna know what it's like trying to get me on a plane for longer than that? Heh... yeah... I don't like flying. It scares me too much. I'm a nervous wreck on... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Sisterly love? Not quite...

I suppose everyone has had experiences of the sister nature. But less people would have experienced what I have. My sister has learning difficulties. She's younger than me, I am 23 and she is 19. All our lives, we have been at each other's throats. Or rather, she's pissed me off, and I wasn't... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

There is life behind my weary eyes

These are honest words to heal myself. What I am about to write, comes by nothing short of a miracle. But first, a little background. From my profile, you wonderful people have noticed that I am a musician. Actually, I can't remember if I even put it there... Anyway, I'm a musician. A struggling... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, September 9, 2005

The fallen will rise again

Those who have ever experienced any kind of abuse, will know what I'm talking about. There are times when you feel like nothing could rescue you from the misery, and the pain. But there is, and always has been, hope. When I witnessed the sexual abuse of my sister, I froze. When I received blow after... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, September 6, 2005

How I came out (part 2)

I recommend reading the previous entry, so that this one doesn't confuse! ≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈ By my 18th birthday, the end of engineering, I had lost weight. I was down from 140lb to 109lb. I looked, and felt, the best I had in my whole life. Because I knew I was starting again. I started a new... Sign in to see full entry.

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