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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Soon

I got my blood taken this morning, three tubes of it. Fun. But I was very brave, braver than I've ever been with a needle. Go me! They're checking my cell count, and testing for two kinds of inflammatory disorders. I'll get the results either on Friday, or the beginning of next week. I'm hoping for... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Braving the storm

This morning I was at the doctor's to discuss the report I need in order to get a special chair from university. He booked me in for a blood test tomorrow morning. This is testing for inflammatory disorders. I'll find out at the end of the week if I have arthritis... at 23 years old. Needles have... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, October 10, 2005

What wonders our loved ones can do, part two

[continued from previous post] Back to today. Feeling a bit dumb and worthless, I sat in my comfy chair and stared at my laptop screen for a couple of hours. Eventually I was motivated enough to try walking again. I went into town, handed in job application forms (like anyone would give me a job),... Sign in to see full entry.

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What wonders our loved ones can do, part one

I have had a rollercoaster day, as always. It involved pain, tears, frustration, and joy. First of all, I had a class this morning. I left late, as I always do, because I get distracted by something shiny. Or maybe it's because I'm too busy looking on Blogit to realise the time! Anyway, I was a few... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, October 9, 2005

Special times

This weekend has been better than I had hoped. Well, actually, it could have been even better! Haha! Anyway... Random note: I broke the one £ sterling barrier yesterday (around $1.70). Finally, after like two subscription purchases. I must not write interesting enough stuff. Or I don't visit enough... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, October 7, 2005

Going from bad to worse to better

I spent the majority of yesterday in bed, because I could barely move my legs. It was all I could do to feed myself. I felt very sorry for myself as a result, and woke up this morning feeling a lot worse. Many things were running through my mind, I felt so awful... I felt like I was a complete... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, October 6, 2005

We talked, but still...

I wanted to stay in with my boyfriend last night, but he managed to convince me to go out with him because one of his friends was back from America and wanted to see me. I hadn't seen him in like two months, so I agreed. He didn't show in the end. So it was me and him. For a while. His taxi driver... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, October 4, 2005

I am... somewhat good :)

I seem to be getting better at this relationship stuff... I used to panic and worry at every little thing with past relationships. Because of that, I drove the guy away. And now, things are getting better. Just before I left for drama this evening, I got a delayed message. It was sent about two... Sign in to see full entry.

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I backed down

I asked the advice of an impartial guy yesterday morning. I didn't give him details, only that my boyfriend did something wrong and I wasn't talking to him. He told me that if I didn't make the first move, my boyfriend would think I wasn't bothered about him. I didn't want that to happen, so I sent... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, October 2, 2005

There's been no word...

I have stuck to my plan of waiting for him to apologise. But I was expecting to have had a message, call, or a visit from him at some point today. Nope, nothing at all. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing. But I've always been the one to back down. I'm wanting him to know, that by me not... Sign in to see full entry.

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