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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

He's in crisis, part two

[continued from previous entry] I explained to Chris what had gone on to make me upset. And he told me some very interesting things. He said that he's noticed how much of an arse Michael becomes when he's had too much to drink. For example, when they were away to Whitby (sea-side town, north... Sign in to see full entry.

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He's in crisis, part one

I had a silent conversation with my boyfriend last night. I was calling to ask him a question, tho I was chirpy and happy to begin with. When the conversation really got into detail, things started going wrong. I was asking him what exactly it was that almost got him arrested on Saturday night. He... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, November 6, 2005

I want to dance, and sing, and be happy

Dadgummit, I want to be a performing tart again. That's what we were called, those of us who did the Performing Arts course back home. I was a performing monkey in flat shoes. The place was a crock, but I had the best times there. I miss having a place to encourage my creativity. I used to sit in... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, November 5, 2005

Excuses?

Yesterday, my study support tutor told me that I make too many excuses for things. I do? She said this when I told her that I didn't get my weekly task done for her. I was told to write a plan of what I was going to do for my Multimedia assignment. I didn't come up with an idea until the night... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, October 31, 2005

Another year over...

Yesterday was the 13 year anniversary of the attack on my sister and I. I've written about it before, earlier in this blog. I thought that I would have been thinking about it a lot this year, because of the number of years since the event. But no, I haven't. I hardly thought about it at all. And... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, October 24, 2005

So right...

In response to the note left by _the_staggering_genius_ on my last post, I have to say YES! This poster said: 'Sometimes a little paranoia can be useful. It lets the other person know they need to show some love. Just a touch though...' I agree whole-heartedly. Michael has changed so much since my... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

I am at peace

I have had an epiphany. Not really something that I have said an awful lot, but it is true at this moment in time. After trying to talk to my drunken boyfriend on the phone last night, I have realised what I want, and need. I need to look after myself. I need to get a job to get myself out of the... Sign in to see full entry.

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Home is where the heart is?

I had a dream last night. A very complicated dream. I was in different places experiencing different things. For example, I was in a bedroom with my boyfriend and some other people, and I ended up having unprotected sex with one of the random guys, while my boyfriend was asleep. That's really not... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

The importance of serenity

I've had a tough week. Between sickness and more blood tests, I was able to spend quality time with my boyfriend Michael. We chose not to go out last night as it was raining, and we've been getting bored with the same places all the time. I was starting to get sick, so it turned out to be a very... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

A beautiful night :)

It's amazing how satisfying it can be to just lie in the arms of the one you love... Following a rain-drenched trip to the pub, my boyfriend Michael and I socialised with a couple of friends. Chris, and Emma. Chris is Michael's friend, and drummer in their no-longer-existant band. Emma is my friend... Sign in to see full entry.

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