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Friday, February 24, 2006

Murder [entry two of two]

[continued from previous entry] I shouted down to them to shut up and go to bed, but Rupert told me to piss off. They wouldn't stop fighting, and I heard Michael call my name when he ended up in a choking head lock. It was at that point I went downstairs. In just my pants and tshirt I might add. I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Murder [entry one of two]

Saturday morning, I arranged to meet up with an old friend from back home who I hadn't seen in 11 years and who is now living in Sheffield. We had a good catch-up chat, and her opinion of the Friday incident was that I should find somewhere else to live. She even said she'd help me if I needed her... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, February 23, 2006

Eviction [entry two of two]

[continued from previous entry] Just before I started crying, Michael came to the kitchen to see what was going on. She claimed it wasn't his business, and he said "if it's causing my girlfriend to be upset then it is my business". He said things like a bit of crumbs on the worktop was nothing to... Sign in to see full entry.

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Eviction [entry one of two]

I had spent all of Friday sorting out stuff for Michael's special birthday night in with me. I rushed around gathering food for our meal, and sorting out my mammy's present for him. I even managed to do all that carrying his guitar on my back that I'd taken to get fixed, cleaned and restrung (one of... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, February 13, 2006

I am so pissed off at myself

I can't believe that I let Julie-Anna back in my head. Okay, Kain I can cope with, but a 5 year old kid running around inside my brain I cannot handle. A little background is needed here... I have an identity disorder. The way I see it, these people in my head help me with things that I think I'm... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

Life crisis

I'm lost. Completely lost. What started out to be an argument about one person not telling the other that we weren't having dinner when we went out turned into me spilling my guts about not being happy where I was in life. I've always known that my heart lay in Performing Arts, but I thought that... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, January 30, 2006

The gig [entry 2 of 2 tonight]

Last Wednesday... It wasn't a complete disaster, but it definitely could have been better. The sound check was fine, there were no problems. But when it came to my set, the microphones kept feeding back, and they had to plug me in instead of miking up the guitar because the mic used wasn't picking... Sign in to see full entry.

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A change to the scheduled transmission... [entry 1 of 2 tonight]

I seem to have shrunk back into my old ways. But only a little bit, thankfully. I went to the gym last Tuesday in an attempt to regain the previous week's energy levels, but I failed miserably. It was a complete disaster, I couldn't do half of my program. And I was tired for the rest of the day. I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, January 23, 2006

Down to earth with a bump

Since last Tuesday, things got better and better. I was highly energetic and I felt great after going to the gym another time. But over the weekend, I started slowing down. Maybe it was because I allowed myself to slow down. It got to a point that when I woke up this morning to go to class, I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

:)

It's amazing what exercise and a healthy meal can do...:) Is there anything you do that dramatically changes your way of thinking? Can you feel empowered just by getting some exercise? Do you feel a little bit more healthy by eating fresh meat and vegetables? That's what happened to me today. I went... Sign in to see full entry.

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