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Thursday, May 4, 2006

Remember what I said about feeling numb?

It turned out that I was right to feel how I did. I was right to worry that things weren't how I wanted them to be with Michael. But let's talk about the few hours leading up to it... I met up with my friend Jonny for the first time in about 4 years. He was my best friend after I left high school,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Comfortably numb...

I've been feeling sick most of the day. Sick with worry. It's what I do when I know something's on my mind but I don't want to face up to it. Michael told me last night that he wouldn't be available on Tuesday to pick me up, because he didn't have the day off work. I thought, fair enough I'll see... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, April 6, 2006

Never enough...

I've often thought about what kind of career I would have. My ideas have changed so much since I was a child. I started off wanting to be a nurse. Then I wanted to be a vet. But most of my high school years were spent wanting to be a paleontologist. Okay, I'm 23 now, work it out: Jurassic Park was... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, April 1, 2006

This Irish skin cannot fare with English water

I've been at home now since Tuesday evening, and I've noticed a lot of difference between here and there. I can't drink the water in Yorkshire. I see adverts on TV about how Yorkshire prides itself on its water, but if it's that good, why can't I drink it? If it's that good, why does it leave my... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, March 27, 2006

Going home tomorrow

Tomorrow I fly home for three weeks. I'm really looking forward to it, but as usual I'm nervous about the flight. Right this second I'm fine, but I know that as soon as I get near the airport tomorrow I'll be a nervous wreck. Michael is coming round tonight to spend some time with me. We've planned... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

In tandem

Have you ever walked along the street by yourself, and you see nothing but pairs of people? One day about a year ago I was walking home from class alone, and all who were walking on the same street were in pairs. It got me thinking. Deep thinking. It was as if I was soul-less. Each person was... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, March 19, 2006

Remember what I was saying about grudges?

Well, last Sunday night I swallowed my hatred and went to Michael's house. He'd been wanting me to go out to this pub quiz for ages, so I relented this time. I got the train to Wakefield, and he picked me up and took me to his house. I was very nervous, and wasn't really acting like myself. Rupert... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, March 13, 2006

Sometimes I feel like I am so like my sister. I've mentioned before that my sister has severe learning difficulties, and I have much milder learning difficulties. Lately I've noticed that my mannerisms aren't that different to hers, just less ostentatious. Amy, my sister, has certain habits. She... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, March 12, 2006

Old friends

Does anyone have faces from the past that they would just rather not see again? A few weeks ago, I was out with my friend Katie during the day. When I met up with her, she was with a guy I really did not want to spend any time with. His name is Paul. He hung about with us for the next few hours, and... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, March 7, 2006

Grudges?

Since the incident at Michael's house on his birthday, I haven't wanted to go back there. It upsets Michael that it's because of Rupert. Basically, I can't go back there without a proper apology from Rupert. Two weeks ago, I got a pathetic message from him, asking for 'no hard feelings'. That's not... Sign in to see full entry.

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