Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Today is the last day I work before leaving the Country. I am so excited. I must admit, however, it is going to be difficult to focus on work to get everything done. I have two more interviews to complete before I can compile my latest book. It is a book about hope. About the good that comes out of... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
WHEN I MAKE GOOD DECISIONS, I GET TO GO TO MEXICO AND HAWAII
Within a few short days of changing my life around...becoming single, pursuing my love for writing, etc., I got rewarded. My friend, Kari, called me and asked me to Mazatlan, Mexico with her. We got flights for $400 today and we leave Thursday morning! I got my time off work and off I go! Her father... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, November 9, 2006
I AM SO NERVOUS
I see my ex boyfriend tonight! I am so excited, but nervous because things have been very awkward between us. We haven't seen each other in about a week but we have continued talking multiple times per day. To actually see him tonight will be hard. It will be really nice, but letting him go again is... Sign in to see full entry.
I SERVED AN ARREST WARRANT LAST NIGHT
The worst part about actually serving a warrant when you have a job like mine is simply the monstrous amounts of paperwork that is mandatory. I am not opposed to tracking what happens, but I find that I spend only five percent of my time being a Probation Officer(the job I worked so hard to achieve)... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, November 8, 2006
TELL ME HOW TO STOP BEING A MAGNET.
Men will not leave me alone. I have been single for less than four days and have been approached by twelve of my friends and acquaintances. This is ridiculous. Am I giving an impression that I am interested in jumping into someone else's life or that I need a rebound? I have no interest in playing... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, November 6, 2006
SUNSHINE in my World!
Things are going great now. Seizing my passions in life is so exciting. I am developing a writing schedule. An exercise schedule. A traveling schedule. This is the life I have been craving. When I have reached many of my goals then I will have room for parenthood without resenting having wasted any... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, November 4, 2006
In Torment. Dealing with the Break Up.
This is so hard. I feel like I am dying. Or worse- like a close loved one has died unexpectedly. I cannot go back to him. He does not want to have children with me...or more cannot because he already has children of his own: one of the most important things I want to do in my life. I just wish this... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, November 2, 2006
ADVENTURE: LOOK OUT!! HERE I COME!!
My boyfriend and I have scheduled our break up for Saturday, November 4, 2006. Our lives have different goals. Luckily, we are the best of friends. I will miss him greatly and he will miss me. Last night, he inspired my heart, as usual. I am adventurous and athletic and a lover of travel. I have... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, November 1, 2006
TODAY I AM OFFENDED BY SMOKING
This is not a daily war for me, where I elimate the free will of others. I have no interest in changing the minds of others to the extent they cannot choose for themselves. Everyone is entitled to having their own thoughts and their own reasons for participating and running their life as they... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
LEAVING YOUR BOYFRIEND IS NEVER EASY. MINE CERTAINLY WON'T BE.
So my boyfriend and I are scheduling our breakup. Our life goals are not on the same path. It has been really tough. We have plans through the end of the eyar and we love eachother so much. He does not want to break up, but I have to let him go. We are not on bad terms so we have decided to remain... Sign in to see full entry.