Wednesday, December 30, 2009
I'm starting to get a little nervous. I still haven't gotten my first retirement check. I figured it would be slow but now I'm wondering whether there was some kind of mix-up with the paperwork. If it doesn't come by next week I'll have to call someone if I can figure out who to call. Maybe I'll get... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Surprizing and Thought Provoking
Feeling pretty good now after feeling worse than usual this morning. I think it's the cold. And winter has at least two months to go. Still it's been a bit colder than average so it will probably warm up a little. I seem to do okay in average winter weather, it's when it's colder than normal that I... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, December 28, 2009
No Arousal and a New Lease
Lisa doesn't have much of a sex drive because of her medication. So we've always done things with our hands instead. Sunday we went to cuddle. We cuddled briefly but then we just held hands and talked. That was nice but I didn't even get aroused. It makes me want to try harder to find another woman... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, December 26, 2009
It was a grand Christmas. Enjoyed the company of friends and family. Got some great gifts, my gifts were well received and most importantly I fell great. Things are going better than ever with Lisa yet I'm still crazy about Anita and I have other interests too. What a terrible problem! LOL Suzanne... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Journaling more and no coincidences
My therapist want me to journal more. I've sort of been wanting to do that anyway, I figure my journal will be more interesting and get more clicks if I wrote a little more. Problem is I sit down at the computer and I can't think of that much to write. Feeling great today better than I've felt in... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Facebook and Breakfast.
Doing pretty well right now. Got my car dug out more easily than I thought I was just going to wait until spring.:) Nice chats with Luke and Dawn on facebook although they both disappeared on me. Been trying to figure out what to do about breakfast. I got some oatmeal and cereal. I don't want to... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Gone to Another Church and Just Gone
Feeling pretty good today. I guess I should be after sleeping until 11:00. I beginning to realize that I really do need rest. I've suspected that for awhile but now I'm more sure. Church's Christmas service tonight. That's always a lot of fun although it's been strange with Gary not doing the music... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Better Each Day
I'm feeling a little better each day. It's beginning to seem like it may turn out just the way I wanted it to, feeling better after I retired. Sent Dad Andre Agassi's book Open for Christmas. I think he'll like that. That leaves Lisa and Missy. I'm pretty sure I'm going to get Lisa that Talbots gift... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Having a good ole time
Well I'm having a good ole time. I'm not feeling great and I was moving kinda slow this morning. But I made it to the library about noon and now I'm having a blast, posting on my blogs, writing greeting cards, hanging around facebook. It's the first day since I retired that I've felt well enough to... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Saying Goodbye and Going to Support Group
I finally felt well enough to go back to work to get my stuff and say goodbye. Everyone was so nice it made me sorry I had to leave. That Raine is a sweetie pie. If things don't work out with Anita, I may see what I can do about dating her. Got what I need to do greeting cards, I'll start working on... Sign in to see full entry.