Jeff's Journal

Been feeling a little sad today, having thoughts of death. Not suicide just death. I think the money situation is getting to me. Called Senator Cardin's office they hadn't heard from social security. I think I'm better off if I just let myself be sad rather than try to cheer myself up. I think I'll... Sign in to see full entry.

Got the car in for repairs. The deductible on the warranty is $50 plus the rental car will be about $10 per day. They said it would take about 10 hours so it probably would have been $1,000 or more without the warranty. It will probably only take a couple of months for it to pay for itself just in... Sign in to see full entry.

July 4th was great went to the fireworks with Missy and Lisa. They were great better than ever. Bigger, more colorful. They played music with it which I don't remember them ever doing before. I wonder if my feelings about the fireworks are reflective of my feelings in general. Maybe I enjoyed the... Sign in to see full entry.

I had my Nationals hat, my nationals shirt, and my nationals watch and all they could do was split the doubleheader yesterday. What more could I do? Missed church this morning, didn't wake up until 11:30 after being up until 2:00 due to the games That's nine and a half hours sleep, it seems to me I... Sign in to see full entry.

Starting to make a little progress. Got a letter from the state saying that I'm on the list for reinstatement. Also got a call from Senator Cardin's office. Ms Johns had called social security and they told her that they may have a decision next week. That would be wonderful and terrible at the same... Sign in to see full entry.

Had a great time at mini-golf yesterday. A bunch of us went to Zapata's afterwards. It's great to be able to go out and have fun after being too sick to do it for so long. Today was kind of a lousy day. Didn't sleep well last night. Went to the gym but was too tired to do much else. I took a nap... Sign in to see full entry.

Went to the gym this morning. Been walking for exercise but I feel like I need something a little more intense. It takes a lot of walking to get much exercise. Slept a lot of the afternoon. I guess it's the medicine. Called Senator Cardin's office to see if they could help speed up my social... Sign in to see full entry.

Eight more calls to the Excalibur so far today bringing me to 23 for the week. Should break my record of 33 in a week by tomorrow. I don't know if that's really the record but that's what the letter from the lawyer said. That's only a little more than six per day I've got to do better than that:)... Sign in to see full entry.

Made six calls to the Excalibur so far today. The "cease and desist" letter they sent said I had called 33 times in a 5 day period so I'm going for at least 34 this week. Of course now the managers know me and they always manage to be away from the office or on another call when I call. I'm glad... Sign in to see full entry.

Jeff's Journal is in the top ten!!! Thank you:) Yesterday was a disappointing day. I got lost and never made it to the picnic. Turns out I got Frederick Road mixed up with OLD Frederick Road. Arrrrgh!!!! Later in the evening I went to the concert and couldn't find the folks from the singles group. I... Sign in to see full entry.